Love Is Stronger

News!!!

As we were worrying that night and that it was the next day we really have to worry because that's when we go back home including we have to face our parents plus take a pregnancy test then go to the doctor's office to make sure that the test is right but to even make sure. It was the night that he held me close because I can't loose him and this is what love is including he couldn't loose me either but I will fight for us as a family, my parents wouldn't be happy or they will be disappointed in me making a mistake. As the boat arrived back into New Orleans and it was still dark because it was 5:00am when I woke up early including Jake was still sleeping but I went on the balcony of the boat to enjoy the view one last time, I even gathered my carry off bags together and I texted my mom that we made it back safely. I even gathered our plane tickets together too and I woke up Jake to get ready to get off including he didn't like waking up this early but that got me to think if he doesn't like getting up this early then how's he gonna handle our baby crying in the middle of the night because it's gonna be hard by myself to take care of our child. Jake got dressed and he looked like he's not a morning person but he woke up early with me while we were on our four day cruise including he saw me thinking because he saw me thinking, he was curious of what is going on in my mind.

As we got off the boat because we had a flight catch including as we went out first, we headed to get our luggage but Jake was too sleepy to even barley walk and I told him wait till we get on the plane then you can sleep, sleepy head. He laughed and then he grabbed our luggage including we headed to the airport in our limo but he hit traffic because it was at a bad time, Jake slept in the limo on my shoulder. I was worried what was my parents were going to say about if I'm pregnant including they make me move back where I came and I can't move back there because I was a loner there but I do have Jake now. The limo arrived to the airport, so we can go back home including I was nervous as Jake woke up but he saw me because I was shaking and he calmed me down by taking my hand to tell me it's gonna be just fine. I calmed down because he is the tool of my mind that when I worry, I have to have someone there that I think about 24/7 to calm me down all the time including he's the love of my life but I never regret meeting him and that this family thing won't matter to me or him anymore, he matters to me now.

We were on the plane and he rested his head on my shoulder to sleep including while he was doing that I was looking up how to be confident and not scared to tell my parents if I am pregnant because I will tell them that we will get married soon after high school. He woke up and found me watching the TV in the first class section because we are first class including he took my hand then held it but he leaned over to see what was I watching, he even got up to use to the restroom on the plane. When he came and sat down, I was asleep myself because I couldn't sleep the lack of stress I having if I am pregnant what can I do including Jake was there seeing all my problems that I couldn't tell him was powered down with me of how much I needed to sleep but I dreamed about our little family in a nice home. Jake put on a movie for him to watch and as I woke up an hour later I saw that we were almost home including I was a little relieved that I had sleep because I could hardly sleep with this much of thought being young and pregnant without telling parents any of this if the time is right but I was not worried about that anymore, I have Jake to think about include this baby. Jake saw me awake and he kissed my forehead including that made me smile because I needed that of how much I was stressed out but it's our fault for having sex too early, now I'm pregnant.

We were home and the limo was out front to take me home because my mom is at work including that means I have time to go get the pregnancy test to make sure I'm pregnant but I still have to go the doctor's office to also make sure that I'm pregnant. As I went to the store and got the pregnancy test, this woman looked at me while I was in the checkout line including I couldn't pay attention to her because I was trying to hurry to get home and to test myself but the line was taking too long until I went to the self checkout line. I bought it and the line was quicker in the self checkout because no one wanted to checkout that way including I hurry up to the car where Jake was waiting on me because we had someone drive us to the store but as I got into the car, Jake was looking at me with this unusual look. He wasn't looking at me, he was looking at a girl who was about my age and she was alone putting her baby in the car including it looks like she had a hard, so Jake got out of the car and helped her put the baby in the car but she was thanking him because I guess she needed some help. As he got back in the car and we arrived home including I asked him what happened to that girl in the parking lot but he told me she had no one to help her but he looked at me because he was scared what if everything falls apart, I went into the house with that thought when it has been fifteen minutes later and the pregnancy test was positive, I came out of the bathroom with this look but Jake knew the news.

Thank you all for being patient for this chapter!!! In my new book The Love Fails there's no pregnancy or sex because it is based on my first relationship including if you want to go read that, you can!!! please vote and comment, you all rock n' roll my awesome rocking readers!!!!