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going home(pt2)Seans pov

I loosened my grip on mark as he said
"I-I umm," he turned a deep red as I replied with.
"Just kiss me already," i put my hands on his shoulders and pressed my lips against his, i practically melted in his arms, until I felt it, a slight chill on my arse. I screeched as I realised that my towel had just fell off " shit don't look," i practically screamed as I ran out of the room to put some clothes on."oh god. SHIT, " he put his hands over his eyes.

Time skip to when sean isn't naked

I walked into the room still getting my head around what just happened.what if he felt sorry for me. My feelings always get in the fucking way.get down to reality sean no one will ever love a piece of shit like you.my thoughts got the best of me, I crouched on the floor and quietly sobbed, i must've looked such a fool. My dad's gonna kill me, I'm gay I can't deny it. I can't let people at school find out. god no. Why me.

I clean up my tears and put a grey hoodie on then walk into mark's room where I presume he will be. He's sat on the edge of his bed doing some thing on his phone "hey," i say trying not to stutter as usual. "Hi. sean. About earlier I'm so sorry,"
"What's there to be sorry about,"
"Well I don't know,"
"Where you telling the truth when you said you love me,"
"About that... yeah I was,"a blush fel upon his cheeks, i could scream I was that happy, I walked over to him and kissed him on the cheek. "I love you too,"i whispered into his ear." But we really should get going," i said as i pointed to the clock which showed that we had 10 mins to get to school, "crap. I mean yeah let's go,"he said still dumbfounded at what I did.

Time skip to school

Marks pov

I saw sean breathing rapidly as we approached the school, I unfortunately got pulled away by Kim before I could say anything to him. I gave him a sincere look as I followed Kim "hey. Mark how'd it go with Ashley," shit. I completely forgot "it went well. Why,"
"Oh no reason but can I ask you a question,"she said.
"Yeah what is it," i don't know why she's acting so weird.

"Are you gay," wtf is it that obvious
Oh no I said that out loud.
"Oh so you are,"
"Ummm yeah do you mind not telling anyone though, please,"
"I'll try by the way good luck you'll need it," she was definitely one of my best friends. No turning back now." Thanks Kim," i awkwardly hugged her. God I wish it wasn't obvious. "So you got a crush on anyone oh wait let me guess dean, calumn anyone?"
"Ummm I guess I kinda do but I'd rather not say," for Seans sake I won't not until he's ready too.

Seans pov

Mark got pulled away. crap. I'm alone. No difference there I guess. Denver is now walking towards me, cmon you can do it just don't cry. Saying that to myself did not work I can feel my eyes watering already. "I saw you at the party yesterday, now your what. A drunk fag," i hate my life. Right now "like. father. like... son,"
"DON'T YOU DARE SAY THAT!," tears are litteraly streaming down my face, I've been holding in my rage for so long.but this. This just pushes me over the edge. I have to get away, I've made such a scene, run sean... just run and never come back. I crashed out of the schools front doors and ran down the street to my favorite place... the oak Tree by the brook. I sat under the tree and cried for what seemed like hours, but I didn't really care if I missed school it never helped me anyway.

After a bit I got a hold of myself and just contemplated what was happening at the moment.

I hate life
Marks seems nice now but that's how Darren acted at first
Look where that ended me
I'll just get broken and stepped on for the rest of my life

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OMG who is Darren we'll find out  in the next chapter
Until then
Buh bye