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sleepy

Jacks pov

I wake up in a bed wich I can only presume to be ours. I hope. I slid of the bed and made my way to the door.
Wait.
How'd I get here.
Oh my god.
Mark carried me.
Oh my.

I calm myself as I make my way to the living room where I find a wild mark watching rick and morty on the couch. "Hey sleepy head," he cooed to me. "Um hi aheh," i walk over to sit beside him, he wraps an arm around my waist pulling me closer to him. I could feel my face heat up at his actions. I mean I wasn't complaining or anything. why's he doing this, I don't deserve him.

I get up to check the time and it's around 6pm jeez we've been watching TV for about 4 hours.

"Hey babe do you want to get a pizza for dinner then head to bed?" He said "ooh yesh please," i said in a cutesy voice.
"Your fuckin adorable you know that?" I buried my face in his neck to hide my obvious blush, he kissed the top of my head and got up to order. "Please can I have pepperoni," i said using the same voice. "Yes cutie," he cooed and with that he walked to the other room to get his phone. Wait I'd better get a small pizza, I'll just get fatter... Darren already torments me enough for that.and I'll just end up throwing it up anyway "Hey Mark can I have the small,"i shouted from the couch. "Yeah sure," he shouted back from the kitchen. I stared down at my ugly body for a minute before wrapping my arms around my waist in disgust. Why does mark even like me.
I snapped out of my trance as mark walked into the room. My arms still wrapped around my body. "Jack? Are you okay?" I suddenly felt a tear silently fall down my face. And as if he knew what I was thinking he held me in his arms and said "your beautiful. No matter what you or others think,"
I pulled away and pecked him on the lips, "thank you. I love you so much," i giggled and wiped my face. We were broken apart by the door buzzer. Mark pulled away and paid for the pizza and put it on the table.

I walked into the kitchen behind him and took the small pizza. I took one piece as i felt mark watching me, I took small bites out of the slice as he took a bite out of his own. I finished about half of the pizza until I felt as if I needed to throw up." O-one minute I just gotta go pee," i ran to the bathroom and cried as i threw up, the toilet echoing my sobs making them sound even uglier. I wiped my tears and rinsed my mouth out and made my way back to the table.

After a while I managed to finish my pizza, gagging multiple times during eating. Mark and I headed to bed as it was 9pm now and I layed my head on his chest, with my eyes wide open, thinking of tomorrow and how 'they' are going to hurt me.