Love, Sex and Magic.

Part 18.

Harry's POV.

"Harry?" She asks cupping my face forcing me to look at her. "Yeah" I say with no emotion. I'm trying to still put all the missing pieces back together. I know I have a girlfriend, and here is this gorgeous girl saying she is my girlfriend right I'm front of me but I can't bring myself to believe her. "I can tell you anything, give me a chance" she begs interrupting my thoughts. i try to think of anything that would help me spark my memory of her and believe her. "I'm thinking" I respond. I think back to a time where Texas and I finally got a long for basically a whole day. I took Texas to the race track and we raced the go carts and then we had the best sex, in the barn. That day was the best, we had fun and that's when I finally started to have true feelings for her. I never told her that though. "Okay, where is one of the craziest place Texas and I had sex?" I ask knowing there are several places her and I have had sex, one being the school bathroom, but she was rumoured to have done that before so no big deal. She starts to giggle to herself and he face lights up like a Christmas tree before she starts to speak. "That's a trick question, cause there are 3 possible answers; one in a barn after a perfect day of racing go carts, one in the school bathroom which we never finished and another in a car, but it wasn't exactly sex" she starts to explain and my jaw drops. This girl actually knows, Texas and I never told anyone about those days. Okay, one more thing I will have to believe it's her. "Last thing, what were our sex rules" I say smiling thinking about the day we made them and how I knew from that day on Texas would be mine!

"Rule one, no sex with other boys" she says with pride.

"Rule two, the kinkier the better" the lust in her eyes takes me back to that day as she speaks every word as if it was just yesterday.

"Rule three, say stop if you don't like anything" she states.

"And finally rule four, don't tell anyone." She says shaking her head.

"Rule five and six" she says holding up her fingers "No sex with other girls" she finishes with a huge smile on her face showing a small scar on her bottom lip as if there use to be a ring in it's place and she is clearly proud of what she just accomplished. I am in complete shock. This girl know everything. There is only one way to truly know if she is Texas. I look in to her beautiful mesmerizing blue eyes, bringing my hand up to her cheek, I lean in watching her lips and softly kiss hers. Her lips move in perfect motion with mine. The kiss is perfect, just like it use to be with Texas. I pull back slowly keeping my eyes closed hoping when I open them my feelings for Texas will be there for this girl. I can feel her hand resting on mine, but I still don't want to open my eyes. I'm scared this is all a dream and when I wake up Texas will be gone forever. She squeezes my hand waiting for me to open my eyes. Slowly I begin to open them praying I will remember.

When I open my eyes I see the same blonde girl, who could be twins with Texas and you would think it would be enough to make me believe that she truly is my girlfriend; you're wrong. There is just something I can't get past to make me believe her.

"I'm sorry" I whisper, not being able to make contact with her as I leave to go back to the others on the porch.

"That's not her" I state turning back towards to front door. "Harry" I can hear Louis call after me, but I ignore him. I need time to think alone. As I make my way to the front door I can't help but look at the girl still sitting on the couch , her face buried in her hand, crying. I feel bad for this girl, trying to convince me of being Texas must be hard. Texas probably left me years ago, tired of waiting around for my ass to wake up. Everyone probably just thought if they got a girl who looked like Texas, gave her my necklace, got a couple tattoos then i would think she was my girl. How pathetic. Thoughtful... Maybe because they thought it would prevent me from having a broken heart but it didn't work.