Love, Sex and Magic.

Part 16. Please.

Texas POV.

I take deep slow breaths as I make my way to the room. What if he just never wakes up? What if he does wake up and doesn't remember me? What if Marty finds out I'm back? I can't do this. I start to turn back around, but I can hear his voice saying "please don't leave me." I quickly turn around and push open the big heavy door leading to his room.

"Texas?" Louis shouts. I ignore him and walk towards the boy I love laying peacefully in the hospital bed.

The moment I get to his bedside I breakdown. Uncontrollable tears. "I'm so sorry baby" I whisper through my heavy sobs. "This is all my fault." I take his hands and it's cold. I pull back at first from the shock of what are normal warm welcoming hands are now cold and lifeless but then reposition myself next to him.

I don't even acknowledge everyone else in the room at first. I just want to be with Harry. His face is pale, and skinny. His hair isn't as full an lush as it normally was. I don't know what I was expecting, maybe for him to look the way I last saw him? I don't even know.

I crawled up next to him and just laid there and cried for what seems like forever. I eventually fell asleep next to him and I dreamt of how we used to sleep together, not sleep as in have sex but actually sleep; the way he cuddled close and held me in his chest and I would listen to his heart beat and he would kiss the top of my head. It was what I looked forward to everyday. Even if we had an argument that day, we always ended up cuddling and falling asleep in each others arms.

My dream felt so real, I thought I could feel his arm tighten around me. I woke up with the hope of seeing those beautiful green eyes and heart melting dimples but it was just a dream. I turn to see who's hand is on my shoulder, and I see Niall, Louid, Liam and Zayn with sadness and sympathy in their eyes.

"Hi guys" I say in a groggy morning voice even though its only 7 at night. I slowly remove myself from Harry's bed and went to hug all the boys.

"Is that really you?" Liam asks with disbelief. I nod in response wiping away the tears forming in my eyes.

"What happened?" Zayn asks bringing me into another hug.

"Sit down" I choke out, collecting myself to tell the story"

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"Fucking bastard!" Niall growls, his fists clenching into tight balls.

"I want to punch his fucking skull in" Louis says standing up and starts to pace back and forth in the small hospital room.

"I didn't know what I could do, so I left and changed everything" I say quietly looking down my fingers. "But I did get this done" I say lifting up my shirt high enough to show my side boob, with the initials HS tattooed in simple lettering and black ink. "I didn't know if I would ever see him again" I state putting my shirt back down. I look up at the boys who all have tears in their eyes and smiles on their faces.

"Texas, I know we all sound and look like big pussies right now but that is honestly the definition of true love" Zayn says with a small chuckle while whipping the tears away with the back of his sleeve.

I turn around to look at Harry laying in his bed "I want him back" I whisper holding back my tears.

A couple days have gone by and Harry still hasn't woken up. I've been staying with Louis and El during the night but everyday I'm the first one to be at the hospital waiting by his side for any sign of life.

"Thanks guys for letting me stay here, ill be out of your hair soon, once I find my own place" I say while sipping a coffee El made me.

"No no, you are more then welcome here! I'd rather have you stay here so I know that you won't leave us again" El says shyly.

I laugh a little taking another sip of my coffee. Should I leave? What if Harry never wakes up? Ill be here stuck with nothing. No one to hold me and keep me safe. I don't know if I can handle that.

I stand up from my seat, taking my coffee with me as I walk out to Harry's old beat up truck. I am the only one who drives it now. I didn't touch anything, nothing had changed about it. It still smells like his mix of smoke and cologne, the little cross necklace till dangling on the rear view mirror. Everyday when I step in the truck I touch his necklace tubing over the cross with my thumb. Thinking of him and wishing he was driving his own truck and with my in the passenger seat. This isn't fucking faire! why does everything happen to me! Why can't for once my life be normal! Why did he have to get hurt! Why can't he just wake up!?

I snap out my mode of frustration and anger when I hear a knock on my window. I turn and see Louis with a look of shock across his face. I turn to face forward and see how tight my hands are around the steering wheel. I quickly release and turn back frantically to Louis rolling down the window.

"You okay love?" He asks looking into my eyes.

I nod in response and start to back up, heading to the hospital.

Just like everyday, I sign into the visitor sheet and head to Harry's room. "Morning Dallas" the nurse greets me as I walk in. I decided to put my name as Dallas on the sheet so that Marty does find out that I'm back in town. "Morning" I say in return and take my seat next to Harry as I do everyday since I got into town. "Would you like some tea dear?" she asks. "No thank you" I say giving her a half smile. After she finishes putting Harry's new IV in she leaves us in silence like everyday. Somedays I will put on music and sing along but that's only on good days. Today is not one if those days.

"Wake up baby please wake up" I beg trying to hold back tears. Holding back tears is a daily thing for me apparently."please Harry wake up. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you, I'm sorry I left, I'm sorry Marty did this, I won't ever leave you again, I miss you, I want you to hold me and kiss me and even argue with me! I don't care if you don't remember me, I will be there for you and take care of you no mater what. Please Harry just wake up. Please. I love you Harry" I hold his large hand in mine and bring it to my lips kissing it softly, in hopes of him waking. Please Harry. I need you. I squeeze Harry's hand releasing my grip slowly, his hand stays lip and I watch it fall to the bed where his hand tenses up into a fist making his knuckles turn white. He moved. HE MOVED!

"NURSE! NURSE!" I scream trying to get their attention "Harry move again baby please" I beg grabbing his hand back in mine. I squeeze and r squeezes back.

Four nurses rush in and take over examining his body. "He moved!" I exclaim tears now flowing down my cheeks. One of the nurses rush out of the room and then returns in seconds with the doctor who completes the exam.

"Harry, if you can hear me try and move your toes" the doctor say into his ear. We all watch his feet intently and Harry's right big toe twitches slightly. He's awake. My baby is awake.

I rush to call the other about the news and with in minutes they have all arrived in pure panic but great relief.

"What happened? Is he awake?" Niall says out of breath as if he ran here.

"He is slowly but surely waking up" I say calmly. I have to stay calm through this because when he wakes up the doctor said we need to act as if nothing is wrong, that he hasn't been in a coma for 5 years. We all need to help him through this and help him get his memory back.

"How are you so calm?" Zayn asks frantically.

"I have to be. For him. We all have to be. " I state blankly looking back at the boy I adore. I walk towards the bed leaving the others behind and take Harry's hand where he instantly gives a squeeze. "I'm here baby" I whisper in his ear kissing his cheek lightly.

Harry's POV.

"I'm here baby" she's alive! Texas is alive! Keep going Harry. Do this for her. She needs you and you need her. I keep telling myself these words. I want to be able to tell her I love her.

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