Look away

Rejection

Another month

(You disgust me. You really are horrible.) White growls. His normal childlike energy and questionable morals having been tossed out the window. He was apparently capable of being harsh and far more serious then Yellow had ever proven himself... Which was saying much.

The box remains silent and cold while Wade was out and away from Peter. His presence hard and angry as be would brood to himself, not talking to either Wade or Yellow for any reason. Not even the opportunity to select how someone would die could draw his voice forth.

Only Peter could. And When the box started to talk it made Yellow seem so much less harsh. Yellow would only target Wade to push him under the water for his own need to hate the person he is trapped with. To make his life miserable. White on the other hand only spoke the truth and his honest insights on what was going on. What Wade was doing and how awful it is and what a true monster he is. A true hideous monster on the inside. To torture the only Person he has, that he loves. To assume that person would use him when ta clear the Peter at this point was dedicated enough to let Wade do what ever he pleased with his smaller body. Just for the sake of attention or any form of love even its just for pleasurable use like some to that should be put away once it's done being used.

( Look at him ) White snaps. ( Look at the way he's looking at you ) he says.

Wade glances over at Peter from where he stands in another room. The small arachnid lays on His side on the couch, watching Wade with a sad look.

( What happened to the love you had for him? What happened to all that warmth?)

Wade turns away so Peter can't see him answer his furious box.

" Nothing has happened. I still love him." Wade says quietly.

( Do you? I couldn't tell. The way you avoid him and ignore his presence it's almost like you hate him. I think it's obvious he loves you. He's waiting for you because he doesn't want to give you up. He doesn't want to loose that last person he has. Wade you are the mister here. You're the one using him. Your taking him and tearing him apart and taking hold of the strings that control him. He's doing so much just to get your love and all you've been doing is pushing him away.)

" I'm trying to distance myself. He might not come back. He might not make it if we find him. If we figure out what happened. "

( And what if we dont? What if he is stuck here like this for the rest of our lives? What if we never find him? Or what are you going to do with yourself if he disappears forever and all he has to remember from you is how you rejected him? How he only tried and tired to earn your love but you continues to push away. Just because your afraid of feeling that same pain you had when Ellie died. For it to come back when Peter is gone.)

" He doesn't deserve someone like me. " Wade says. Peter deserves so much more...

( No he doesn't.) White agrees harshly.

Wade flinches ever so much at the tone.

" I liked you more when you weren't so angry."

( I like you Better when  Peter was happy and treated how he deserves) White spits.

Wade looks down at the floor before glancing back at Peter.

The arachnid had turned away long after Wade had. His green eyes blankly looking out the window to his side as he lays outstretched on the couch.

( You should apologize.)

" How?"

( Like any normal person. You say sorry!)

Wade looks away from Peter shamefully... Really had done wrong. He said he'd never waste a single second with Peter. Yet here he is. A long time having been pushing Peter away. Ignoring him. Trying to do something good for himself instead of his love..... Why is Peter still here? He could leave. Go to Stark tower and interact with Jarvis. The computer would be a better choice then Wade for company now. 

The mercenary breaths a sigh before walking towards the living room. Peter doesn't stir from his blank staring until Wade passed through his line of sight to look down at him. Peter instantly sits up, staring up at Wade with large hopeful eyes.

Wade feels slightly sick as he's forced to   Take in the reality of what he has been doing to the spider.