i hate your lies

crying for his touch

Waking up seeing that jimin isnt there. where is he...aish.
I become annoyed with anger towards that lying toe-rag.
"Thanks for tonight hot stuff it was great" he says to the strange girl that he had never met before sitting naked next to me. He stands up and hears his phone calling and realises it must be Amanda calling he..shit "hello?"
Jimin. I say rubbing my eyes whilst yawning alittle.
"Yeah what it is?" The girl he was with decided to make a noise...well there goes my freaking cover.
Cover .....? Look where are u baby.. its cold and i miss you.

"I'm um at s friends house..." I
He trails off as the girl he had just slept with started to kiss his neck again making a small noise come out of his mouth.
As he is going on telling bull, i gaze up seeing the god damn time, on the alarm clock. Baby its 3a- did you just ma- moan...?
"Hmm? Oh ah..no"' he says lost in thought at the pleasure on his neck.
A friends..ok whos...jimin..i wanna see you cant- cant you just come back..*hears the noise and stuff thinks to self hes doing this on the phone .... eyes start to water*
"Can't baby I'm really busy" he pants accidentally as this other girl continues to do her magic on his soft neck.
Hears the pant nd cringes at the word baby letting tears stream dwn my cheeks to my neck* o- ok...*says in a quiet weak voice trying to stay calm*

"I have to go I'll talk to you later" he hangs up the phone and continue his business with the stranger.
Ok..i lo- *hears the phone hang up nd throws it at the wall making it smash as i let out a scream as i cry staring at the blank wall* wat- wat hav i done to him for him to hurt me like this...*pants while the tears cover my neck*

//Its now the next day and hes heading into the home he live in half
Expecting no one to even be inside//.

Im asleep as i passed out from panting to much from crying laying on the bed on my side waking up with a blank expression staring at the wall*
"Amanda I'm home!" He says with a voice filled with joy and proudness.
Chewing at my bottom lip as i hear him nd just ignore his warm voice* hes home..*i say in a low calm voice*

She must of left like they all do in the end haha.
Lays there consiprating about that phone call this morning letting out a loud sigh of anger*
He sits down on the couch and takes off his shoes off letting his body relax, after the night that had just happened.
As im laying there my stomach starts to rummble i place my hand on it and slowly sit up throwing my legs over the edge letting them hit the bed frame*

With a soulless expression i stand up nd head outta the room making my way down stairs not seeing u and keeps walking as stomach rummbles as i still hold it*

Suga's p.o.v
I sight as I look at my phone for the millionth time In 10 minutes "should I call her ? She must be alone at home waiting for that bastard to come home *sighs* I really hope she's alright *groans then throws the phone on the bed* why can't she leave him huh ? What does he have on her ? Why is she staying with him although she knows he is cheating on her ? Why does she keep taking the pain ? She could leave him and start a new healthy life but she keeps staying with that bastard who is ruining her......I hope she is strong enough to survive the hurt *sigh* oh Amanda why are doing this ? Why can't you that he doesn't love you ? Whay is you eyes always on him ? Why can't you just look back and see the one who truly loves you ? Why can't you look at me......"