i hate your lies

shattered heart

Suga freezes, as he pushs the door open, seeing my smile and jimins head in my neck, the box drops out of sugas hands with a loud thud. Which causes me and jimin to turn to see him. Him standing there with a shattered heart.
Suga onces again becomes cold towards me. I gues you're all right after all sorry to interrupt continue please. He says in a low tone.

Jimin turn to look at me, scowling, he holds my hand but faces yoongi "So you were planning on coming here" he says in a hard voice, getting jealous, he begins to quiver in his anger "Take that stupid gift with you she doesn't need or want anything from you.
Jimin turns his gaze towards me "Well now i know that its not perfume you smell like..." he lightly sighs, looking away.
After hearing jimins words, sugs tries his hardest not to launch at the b*st*rd.
Calm down yoongi he's not worth it you're here for Amanda. He chants in his head to calm himself down.
He shyly turns to look at me, with a  glint of hope in his teary eyes.
do you want me to leave ?
Jimin...he brought me here baby thats- thats all. I cup his cheeks as he looks away making him face me. Jimin.. i love you ok. Just you. I say holding back tears. I say all this without hearing a single word suga has produced.
Hearing my words towards jimin, sugas heart breaks all over again, he tightly shut his eyes trying to hold back the tears. He sighs to his chest. I always knew she loves but I can't help going back to her ,I always go back to her. He mutters to himself.
Please just tell me once and for all do you still want me to be a part your life ?

As i look at jimins brown creamy eyes, i hear sugas words. It honestly broke my heart to hear that thing he was holding smash. I know he cares. I know he loves me, or did. But i just cant get over jimins touch. His smell. His tease. I let out a sorrowful sigh, suga..
Yoongi, i- i. I say nothing as i know how jimin will react.

"Go, take your box with you yeah?" Jimin looks to the door, signaling for yoongi to leave whilst he goes back to looking at me with a smile. "She dosent want anyone but me, isn't that right princess?" He strokes my cheek, softly kissing me while smiling as he want suga to see.
I- i ... i. Scared of saying anything, i keep my mouth shut starting to feel the pain in the back of my skull. Ar..
I slur as a sharpe prick like feeling hits my temples. I stare at jimin, as i go a light shade of velvet.
Suga closes his tearful eyes, as he lets my  words cut through his heart, taking a deep sigh he lets those words go before he regret anything. That he might do.
I understand just know that when be breaks you next time I may not be there to pick up the pieces.
He swallows the lump in his throat as he smiles sadly at me, a broken smile that he gives me every time i go back to him. Goodbye Amanda.
Suga turns around not bearing seeing me and jimin Kissing infront him, he freeze for a moment as he hears my whine of pain but he closes his eyes once again, while shakily open the door. As he leaves the room he whispers with a tear rolling down his cheek. Im sorry....