i hate your lies

no words..just screams of pain

As i hear his cold towards. I Say without looking away from the ceiling in a blank tone. Is h- he coming? As i say this, with a lifeless expression i  slowly turn my body to face him and sigh deeply with a lonely breath. Hes not is he. I wait for his answer blankly staring at him.
Suga doesn't look at me, but mumbles.  I don't know when I called, he was busy. I told him to get his ass here and hung up. He runs hand through his hair while sighing.  I-I.....I- I can't.....I'm going home sorry.
As i See him not look at me. I slowly turn my body to face the wall away from him. I sigh heavily. I- im sorry suga. I closes my eyes wanting to just be in jimins arms and to feel his lips against mine just wanting the old jimin back* o- ok..*i say in a cold tone facing away from him.
In a low voice suga replies. Yeah I'm sorry too. Tears roll down his cheeks.
goodbye Amanda.

I Closes my eyes and start humming slowly, letting myself be able to cry as i wait for jimins arrival.

Who the hell does he think he is hanging up on me ? Jimin says not really giving a sh*t. Who the hell is he talking about ?....it couldn't be Amanda right ? Nah she's okay I left her at home...she's okay.....why do I even care ?
????: oppa~~ What are you thinking about ? Is it me ? The slag giggles at jimin.
He turns to the naked bombshell beside him and smirk at her. yeah I was thinjking, what to do next with you. I want to try some new thing.
She bites her lip and me crashs his lips onto hers forgetting  the phone call he had just received.
Fuck it....he should be here. I say in a serious tone pushs my body up, as i pick up the phone calling him feeling angry and sad.
His phone rings while he was pounding into the hot chick that was beneath him, he reachs for it while continuing to pound into her not even checking the caller ID. He pick ups still panting and groaning, letting it go into the phone as he answered.
Jimin groans heavily.
// w-what?!! who is it ?!! He says still pounding that hot chick heavily breathing.
Y- you....i burst out crying while i hear it happening. You..you lefted me to bleed out  ... and your fucking a skank! I angrly say while stiffining my body.
As he talks into the phone he lets out, fuck...hah. he starts to pant whilst he abruptly come to a stop, the girl looks at him with anger in her eyes."You had someone else to come rescue you surely...you are interrupting me" he smirks at the girl who is lay down, giving his phone a dirty glare.

As i hear him i become angry, feeling hated just for being alive. I shout into the phone not caring anymore. WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME JIMIN! ALL I HAVE EVER DONE IS LOVE YOU AND STAY BY YOURSIDE! AND- AND YOU DO THIS TO ME! WHILE IM IN A HOSPITAL BED! I heavily breathe. Letting myself still cry. Feeling tears stream down my cheeks to my chest.