i hate your lies

i love you....

I- i umm.... i say in a confused weak voice* y- why are you crying...* i slowly sit my lifeless body up weakly hugs back wiping his tears* stop stop crying...
Suga becomes emtional and states while crying. I was s-so scared I-I thought you would never wake up I-I thought I l-lost you.....don't you you-understand ? * whispers softly* I love you.....*pulls back slightly with a sad smile. But I know that you love him and I-I know t-that you won't e-ever love me back. He says as his voice cracks, b-but it's ok I-I'll be here for you no matter w-what.
He caresses my cheek then lightly kisses my lips. i love you and I am sorry. After this confession he heads for the door.

I Sit there in confusion and try to sit myself up, forcusing my body to stand. As i push my legs of the hospital bed. Pushing my chest forward, standing up shakily looking at him from the corner of my eye dropping a tear. Is jimin here. I say with a reasonable tone knowing the answer is going to be a no but still stays strong with my tone of voice.

Sugas heart starts to slowly shatter into piece. Just wanting me to love him instead of a doughe excuse for a boyfriend. No......im sorry. He says in a sad lowkey tone.
As he heads out he sees me weakly standing. H-hey what are you doing s-sit back down. He helps lie me down on the bed.
As suga is helping me i let out a few Sighs,  as i weakly get forcussed to lie down. Feeling his soft hands on my body making me think of jimin and wat he might be doing. M- may you call jimin. I ask him in a low weak but calm voice.
As suga is helping me he hears the words "call jimin". He flinches in rage, making him become alittle cold towards me. I will. He exits the hospital room not looking back and feels the rage fill up his body.

As i see him leave without even giving me a second glance. My body starts to stiffin knowing he doesnt want to call jimin but will anyway. I wait in the hospital bed staring at the ceiling.

Suga fishs out his phone from his pocket. dialing that f*ckers number, after several tones, a high pitched voice picks up the phone.
//???? : who is it ?
Suga : pass me to jimin.
???? : he's busy and who are you ?
Suga hisses at her, not your f*cking business,  pass me to that f*cker or I swear to god I will find you and I will make u regret it. As suga is on the phone, he hears shuffling on the other side of the phone and a groan followed by jimins raspy voice.
Jimin answers annoyed at suga from being interrupted. what ?!
Suga replies getting angier by the second. You better get your f*cking ass to the hospital or I swear to god I will find you and rip your throat open.
Jimin answers in a deep voicr. Who the hell are you ?
I'm the best friend of the women you nearly killed and who is lying in a hospital bed waiting for a load of shit like you to cone see her, but you don't deserve that and I hope one day she will leave your ass when you need her the most.//
Suga hangs up on him, breathing heavily he tries to calm himself before going back to my room.
He sees me staring at the ceiling,  probably thinking about that shitty excuse of a boyfriend. He thinks to himself.
While watching me staring he comes towards me with a cold tone again. I called him. As he is saying this. He puts his phone on the table beside the bed.