Chapter 1

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  My name is Halsey. I suffer from a depressive disorder. Nothing I can control. Everything took a twist when this first happened, no one understood. I had friends, a close family, and an "amazing" relationship, everything disappeared with a blink of an eye. It was all my fault I know it. All me no one else. I'm hopeless now. No friends. No family. No relationship. I was happy. I glowed with joy. Not anymore.

  I wake up in the morning and I only think of when I get to shut my eyes again. I dislike people and It's something I've gotten used to, nothing I can change about it. I can only see their imperfections like how many questions they ask or how much they bother me. Not how funny they are or the vibes they give. I just don't care about them. Their feelings, their lives, nothing. For all I care they can all disappear, and it would be the highlight of my life. I love being by myself in my own space with no-one around, but I hate the loneliness. My life is crap I've accepted that.

  My parents gave up on me a long time ago, even they know I can't be fixed.

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