It's been a month already, and we still haven't talked. I don't know if I want that to change or not, but inside I'm hoping he makes a move. He's been watching me a month already, what's stopping him?
Every time I think about him, I have a different effect, It's like if he opened up my senses, so now I can feel. This was another variation to now "our" routine since it's not only mine anymore, it also has become his. This variation has been my feelings, now I'm not fully hopeless, I have a little more hope, at least in a single aspect of my life. Somebody finally brought me a little light.
I've gotten to know him without actually speaking to him, I have become much better at observing the little things and actions, like the way he looks with depth in his eyes, curious of my reaction, looking for one. The way he touched his soft pink lips when he sees me, and how he disappears so I don't see him.
All these things make me feel even closer to him, but still in the back of my mind I have a feeling that tells me what we have is impossible.
Actually thinking about it long term makes him feel farther away. Unreachable.
Why would he want someone like me?
Someone with so many problems?
Someone with so damaged?
Someone with depression.
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A Stalker's Spot
Teen FictionA damaged girl called Halsey, is affected by her depression disorder, which makes her have a different perspective. Her life was normal until he showed up. She was always closed off to the world, until he opened her like a petal, but he's not the cl...
