truth is, i don't have a "best friend."

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"tbh I think the worst thing in life is when you get attached to someone, you tell them everything, y'all stay up all night talking about anything and everything, you wait till it's finally 1 month and then you are soo happy that someone is important to you.

Then you start to realize that you don't belong in that group, because Everytime you're with them you feel like you don't belong there, that if you died not anyone in that group will care, and that's what hurts.

You start to realize that y'all are fading away and you just hate it, you hate it so much that you can't concentrate in school, you start to feel like you aren't a good friend because if you were then that other person wouldn't have harm themselves, so you then think all of it is your fault because you should've been there, you should've done something about it, but guess what you didn't?.

So, no my best friend isn't the same person.. I am just here  and she's just here. We are totally different people. She's the nice and has good friends that are everything anyone could ask for and I'm the one that's just mean, worthless, no good for anything.

I try so hard, I really do but it  seems as if I'm never good enough, and I never will.. it doesn't matter who tells me that I am, I am never going to believe it, I am never going to realize that I belong in this world. And I guess that's why my best friend doesn't have anything to do with me anymore, I just know that she doesn't want me in her life....

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