I don't know where I am
It's a cold room and there are machines around me
There is wires in my arms
No one is around
I try to get up but I fail
I have this robe on me
It's like paper
I don't like it
I don't like where I am
I want to go home
I want to go to Dan
Where is he?
I hope he's okay
I wonder if he even cares about me anymore
He probably doesn't
He probably just left me
Just like everyone else in my life
"Phil Lester?" I hear a voice say. There's a person at the entrance of the doorway
"We're glad your up. How are you feeling?" She looks familiar. I've seen her somewhere but just where...
"Where am I?"I ask
The lady looks at me like I have five heads.
"You don't know where you are?" She asks me
I nod my head no
"Phil, you've been in a coma for over 2 years, your in a hospital."
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It was 3:16 in the morning. I remember it so well
"Dan, Phil is awake," the nurse told me.
I remember crying
I remember getting my keys and driving to the hospital as quickly as I could
I remember running inside and asking to see Phil
They had me wait
So I waited
And waited
I'm so happy I'm alive right now
I thought of how amazing this is
Phil woke up
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"Daniel Howell?" A lady with the name Matt (you know who you are) said. They looked familiar. "You can come in now." They said
I sprinted down the hall
I sprinted to see Phil again
I got to the room
101609
I opened the door
And there was Phil
He looked amazing
I cried
I cried so hard
Phil was there
In bed
He had a bit of a beard
And he smelt really bad
But it was Phil
I ran over to him and kissed him
The kiss was amazing
It was fireworks going off
I could taste his tears
We finally broke the kiss to get air
And there he was
Phil Michael Lester
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"Do you remember the night, Dan," I asked him
He looked down and I could see him on the verge of tears
"Yes," he replied with a small voice
I missed that voice
"And I'm sorry Phil. Im so fucking sorry. I was a dick. I shouldntve kissed cat. I shouldntve fought with you. It's all my fault," he said crying," you broke up with me." He whispered
I looked at his hands
I still saw the ring he gave me
Our promise ring
"Dan this-"
"Yes it is Phil and while you were asleep I was thinking"
"Phil, I can't live without you. This had been the hardest 2 years of my entire life. I can't do that again Phil. I cant. I can't loose you again. Ill do anything. ANYTHING. Just please stay."
I would've walked over and kissed him. But I couldn't. I motioned for him to come over and I kissed him
"I'll never leave you again," I said smiling into the kiss.
SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN SO LONG IM TRYING TO GET BACK ON SCHEDULE BUT SCHOOL BUT MAYBE THIS WEEKEND CAUSE IM NOT THAT MUCH SAD AS I WAS AND YEAH!!! ILY
