Demetri : My Volturi Guard

Demetri : My Volturi Guard --- Part 1

 DISCLAIMER THIS IS A FANFICTION I DONT OWN THE THINGS THAT STEPHENIE MEYER CAME UP WITH  ALL EXCEPT LAUREN OF COURSE

When I think about my life I think there has to be more than this I always imagine  of things I could be. Going back to when I was at school I was never popular. I mean I would of have always been told how nice looking I was what nice clothes I wore what nice hair I had (well apart from those real nasty people who wanted to put me down and try to make me feel bad about myself which going back to my school days always did make me feel horrible about myself) but now im a few years older I still have those haters but I know now that im not ugly and that I do take care in my appearance.  But anyway i have always felt that I belonged somewhere else but I couldn't understand what those feeling meant I mean I had friends but I always felt worlds apart from them, I always felt there was something missing I just couldn't put my finger on what was wrong with me...

One day I was sitting alone in my room thinking, thinking of what people thought of me, thinking of how I would like people to think about me, like most times and thought what have I got I mean I gave family but I have always been so different from them they all had normal lives day to day stuff were I just didn't function like that I always have my own way of going about things and people never understand why I have to be different and why I think different.

 CHAPTER 2

My mum then sent me into live with my aunt she lived in the city were I did have my friends. So I thought maybe this is what I need maybe this is what I am missing in my life being around a busy city with all the buzz,  instead of were I was living in the country.  I used to get jealous of my friends texting me telling me what there getting up to while I was stuck living out there with just my  thoughts for company.  When I was there a few weeks it had been all good, how different life was there a short walk and I was at the shopping centres I loved that as I love clothes love them and shoes, boots everything to do fashion.  I think that was the main thing that I loved while living there yes I had my friends and we hung about the estates but still something wasn't right and it just made me feel uncomfortable.  Lauren everyone would say are you ok? yes I would always say but I new you had to watch what you said to them even though they were my friends they would go behind your back and talk which drove me mad.

As I wasn't working one day I decided I would go to call into an office about an ad I saw in the paper it was a work opportunity for those who wanted to maybe go to a different country and work. I thought why not what else have I got maybe this is what I need maybe its just life in northen Ireland that wasn't for me.  So I signed up and got accepted the next thing I new I was going America to work new york.  Everyone would say Lauren I don't think you should go, but its my life it felt right and I was for going.

 CHAPTER 3

The next I new I was on my way the long long flight, when I got there I went to the rooms the oragizers had gotten for me and slept.  The next day I was dew to start work it was for an office for party planners but I didn't mind it was a new place and I couldn't wait to hit the shops. 

I was here about a week and I was loving it I had a feeling that something good was going to happen, but I couldn't t think what it was but I just knew something was going to come.  I thought maybe il find a nice outfit or something but it went deeper thanks just an outfit it was a life changing thing I could feel.  This dark cloud that had always hung over me seemed like it was going to lift and I couldn't understand why.

One night I went out a walk I hadn't really explored New York and it was a great place the sights looked lovely at night the busy night life was unreal it was a great buzz from people rushing everywhere lovely shops and boutiques, busy bars and restaurants it was lovely but I wondered when this good feeling I had was going to show itself, While I was out I saw a group of people talking to a women who seemed nice or something she had a really good look about her which I would like I jut couldn't put my finger on what it was about her look that I liked that was so different about everyone else that I have ever saw.  She came over to me and said her name was Heidi she asked mine and I said it Lauren.  She said would I be interested in taking a flight with her to see a few sights in volterra were the shopping is the best and it would be free to travel how could I say no. Also how was I to know that volterra was in Italy.