Sugar, spice, and everything nice

The end

Dear you,

I hope you're doing fine, and this letter sees you well. Partings are never easy and I hope you understand. You won't believe how many countless nights I've spent up contemplating about us. I'm only going to think of the good times with you, apart from the countless storms we had, fingers intertwined and smiling faces. We're never going to have that anymore and I'm so sorry, I really wished it wasn't going to end like this. But our reflections changed and something clicked and all I could think of was how much I wanted you gone. I'm so afraid to admit that it was only me letting my thoughts get to me, it was probably what happened, I keep hoping it wasn't going to end like this. Its gone way past the repairable state, and I'm so sorry.

I see things are going well with you, you're surrounded with all this positivity, heck you're winning this breakup. I have so many things I want you to know, I know you won't understand, better to keep it in again.

I'm going to look for you in every boy I meet. Every smile, every walk home, every first kiss. I hope you never forget me, but do me a favor and forget about the happy moments. They were fleeting and slipped through our fingers. Do forget about the looking each other deep in the eyes and the dances at the grocery store.Do remember the storms, the ups and down, the reasons why we ended. I drew a full-stop in our lives and I hope one day you'll find it in your heart to forgive me.

I loved you.