Trouble in Suna: Gaara fanfic {Under Construction}

Prelude to Icha Icha Paradise

Author's note- Thanks for the support. Well, when I tried to paste the link the formating is being pasted correctly so the name of her story is His Doll. It's also under my reading list on watt pad.

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Keiko's Pov

"You're going to help me change," he spoke his voice rough and dark completely different from when he spoke with the waitress. I stared at his chest complementing on what to do, I was certainly not going to help him change.

"I am not going to help you change. If you seek help ask the waitress she'll be more than happy." I spoke my voice angry and bitter. I was confused as to why I kept bringing up that waitress. I just disliked her, I hated her stupid blonde hair, big doe eyes, big boobs, and long legs. She wore too much makeup and her clothes were too tight as well. "Now unhand me."

"No, now help me change," he commanded his hand snaking around my waist, his fingers digging into my hip in warning if I were to refuse him again. I had very little choice and I brought my hands up to his collar to undo the first button. My hands were inches away from undoing the first button and I hesitated, remembering it was the same coat that covered me yesterday morning. And then I had to remember that terrible heat from that day too, the one he had caused. It was the worst time to remember especially when I sat on his lap unable to escape him like I did at the training grounds. There was also that time he forced me on his lap and he used his fingers...

He grew impatient and he dug his fingers further into my waist and with shaky hands I undid the first button all the while feeling my face heat up. At least he couldn't see my face but I was sure he could feel how frantic my heart was in my chest. I really didn't understand these feeling I got when I was near him it was a mix between hatred and something else but I couldn't place that other emotion. It was not love, I was certain of that because love from what I read and had witnessed was the purest affections for another. What I felt towards him was not love and what he felt towards me was definitely was not love, it was revenge he even said it himself yesterday.

I pushed these thoughts to the back of my mind and I started undoing the other buttons with haste wanting to quickly be off his lap and back in my seat looking out the window again. All I should think about is my goal and that was freedom and I would achieve that once I faked my death. I would be free of all these troublesome things I didn't understand.

"I'm curious as to why you keep bringing up the waitress?" he asked me his fingers easing up from their previous bruising hold.

"No reason really," I informed him trying to speak the way I did before I came to this forsaken land but it was hard to do because I had forgotten how I did it. I lacked something before I came here but what was I lacking?

"There must be a reason, tell me, Keiko," he ordered pronouncing my name slowly in my ear. I shuddered as his breath tickled my ear and neck.

"No...reason" I stuttered. Why was I stuttering? I was so confused.

"Tell me," he said in my ear again causing me to shudder again.

"I don't know okay," I snapped letting that bitter feeling override my rational being. I undid the last button of his red coat huffing from my outburst my face redder than it was before. I was beginning to hate myself more for being unable to control my emotions something I used to be so good at doing before. I never let myself be distraught to such a degree.

"Do not dare" he warned before shrugging his coat off. 'Do not dare what' I thought. Did he mean do not run? Even if I attempted to I wouldn't get very far and I wasn't in any position to knee or kick him there again to escape. How I wish I could control my chakra when I was near him because If I could he would not treat me like this. I still never discovered the reason why my chakra was unreachable when I was with him, perhaps my ex-clan gave him something to interfere with it.