Teach me (Kylo Ren love story)

Fail misson, rescue success.

Alexis pov

Kylo and I boarded the ship and we went to our room. In our room Kylo took off his mask.

"Are you ok. You are acting kinda off." Kylo asked me.

"Yea I'm fine. I'm just.... Never mind." I said.

How are you meant to tell your husband and the most feared person in the galaxy that you don't agree with what they are doing. I mean that's like a suicide mission.

I sat down on the bed. Kylo came and sat next to me.

"I'm not going to hurt her." He said.

"What?" I asked looking into his dark brown eyes.

"My mother, I'm not going to hurt her. Ok?" He said with a sympathetic smile on his face. "You let your guard down for a minute so I went into your mind to see what was getting you down."

"Why are you attacking them though? If you don't kill her people, will think that you weak." I pushed on.

"My mother was always there for me when my father was normally away from home. I have, well had, a strong bond with my mother. I don't want to hurt her." He said now he was sporting a sad smile.

"You will hurt her if you go on with this. Please don't do it. Please don't kill all these people." I said on the verge of tears. I wasn't scared that Kylo was gonna kill Leia. I was scared that he was going to destroy all of her life's work. And that's the point of the mission.

"Alexis. It is to late. We already have the location set into the system and were on our way there." He said.

"But there has to be a way." I said now full out crying.

"I'm sorry my love." He said.

He stood up and place his bulky helmet on his head and strode out the room.

I sat on a wooden set and calmed down. Once My breathing had returned to normal I went into the bathroom and cleaned up my face.

When we got to the resistance base it was empty. There was no one there. Kylo send troopers off to search for people everywhere but no one could find anything.

I was happy that no one was here. It meant that no one could get hurt. I just wish that they didn't have to move and that they could just get along. But. No. They are at war with each other and I'm stuck in between.

Why can't they at least kill each other with kindness.

"ALEXIS. COME HERE!!!" I heard Kylo call me from across the base. I walked over to him and as soon as i got there he pulled me into a room.

"What the heck?!?" I screamed as i looked at Kylo. "What was that for?"

He looked at me through the mask. He slowly took it off and glared at me. "Did you tell my mother in any way shape or form that we were going to be going there today?" He asked me with venom dripping form every word. 

"No i didn't. I haven't even seen her, or met her" I lied through my teeth. But hey, i'm a good liar. He looked at me, trying to find any dishonesty in me. But he didn't find any, even though there was heaps. Thank God. He smiled at me, 

"I'm sorry that i thought that you were disloyal to the first order.  I hoped that it wasn't true and i  was wrong, thankfully it wasnt. I love you." He said. I looked up at him and smiled. He smiled down to me and laughed.

"What?" I asked him. He looked at me,

"Were you just eating?" He asked me.

"Um, yea. Haha, how did you know that?" I nervously laughed. He licked his thumb and rubed my cheek,

"You had a bit of food on it." He gave me a quick kiss and then left the room placing his mask back on. I then walked back to our room and lay on our bed. I looked on to our bedside table and saw a book, I opened up the book and saw that it was about the Jedi. I started reading the first page and one of the first names which I recognised was that of Anakin Skywalker. I instantly knew that this was kylos grandfather. I started reading the chapter about him. Of course i had heard about him while I was growing up but I never really knew what he did and how he became good again. However when I got to the page about him being good again there was none. It looked as though they have been ripped out of the book. I instantly thought of who would have done it but it could have either kylo or snoke. I heard the door open and I shut the book and placed it back on the bedside table. I looked up and saw kylo. He looked between me and the book on the bedside table.

"Have you been reading that book?" He asked me as he took off the mask.

"Um, would you mind if I had been?" I warily asked him.

"No, not at all. What mine is yours right?" He gazed at me, a boyish grin appearing on his face. He then came and lay down on the bed next to me and picked up the book. He opened it up and started reading to me. I looked at him and smiled. I couldn't have asked for more.

But then, me being me, I had to go and ruin it. How do you ask? Well, i asked him about the pages that were ripped out.

"WHY WERE YOU READING THAT PART OF THE BOOK!?! YOU WERE NOT MENT TO READ THAT CHAPTER!" he yelled at me before storming out. I looked at the chair and sighed.

Great...

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