Sight is a Gift [Destiel Highschool AU]

Chapter 5

Friday morning

Dean hadn't realized, but he fell asleep in the chair next to Cas, once again. For the third night in a row. The light from the window shone through and woke him up. He looked over at Cas, and noticed he was squirming. Dean smiled and left the room, to go get something to eat. For once in his life, Dean's least favorite, waffles, actually looked better than the sausage. As he started to eat, a familiar face peaked in around the corner. "Novak is asking for you." She smiled and left. Dean let the words sink in and he almost dropped his tray with a shriek. He was so happy that he ran up to Cas's room, knocking into a few people. But he calmed down and smoothed down his shirt, since Cas had just woken up.

He walked in slowly, peaking around the corner and running a hand through his hair. "Hey honeybee..." Dean said, almost whispering.

"Come here please." Cas whispered, weakly. He reached up as he heard Dean's footsteps, shuffling toward him. Once he thought Dean was close enough, he reached up for Dean's facw. He thumbed over his cheek and felt the dry tears. "I-im sorry."

"Cas... It's my fault. You didn't know Lisa was lying. She kicked my dick, which is still bruised and swollen by the way. I couldn't grab the phone in time... And i stayed here all night, even though they didn't want me to be in here with you.. But Cas, it would have been my fault if you died.. Im so sorry I hurt you!" Dean leaned down to kiss his forehead.

"I'm so stupid..." Cas cried softly. "Thank you for saving me. I just felt like a burden to you. And then the thing with Lisa.. I was so done. I should have just talked to you."

Dean sat beside Cas on the hospital bed and Cas's hand fell on his thigh by accident, but he didn't know. Dean kissed him to make him be quiet. "I love you Cas, okay? I really do!" Cas kissed him again and his hand traveled up a bit, causing Dean to whimper.

"I'm sorry. Again.. God.. why am i such a f**k-up? I can't do anything right..."

"Cas, you're perfect." Dean, his touch always made Cas feel better, even just them holding hands set sparks off. Those sparks melded his broken and damaged heart back together.

"I know I've said this so many times to you, but i love you. And I don't throw those words around."

"I love you too!" Dean shifted in the bed, to make both of them more comfortable and his hand ended up slipping and slightly hitting himself. He moaned in slight pain and sighed, resting against the hospital bed, beside Cas.

"Its that bad?" Cas asked, worried about Dean, not caring that he just almost died.

"You wanna feel how swollen?"

"I don't wanna hurt you."

"Just be gentle." Dean said and took Cas' hand.

"Yes sir." Cas nodded and let himself loosen up from all the tension. His breathing slowed. Dean smiled then bit his lip to keep himself from letting out a pained noise, as he guided Cas's hand into his pants but over his boxers. Cas barely moved his fingers but could already feel something was wrong. He didn't feel like normal, but more like he was almost throbbing with the pain.

"You see?" Dean asked with a slightly pained tone while removing Cas' hand.

"I feel!" Cas replied, sassily. He still managed to be everything Dean loved, even in the darkest of times. "But yeah. It hurts just feeling it."

Dean pulled Cas close. "It'll be okay. You will too. We should get better together!"

"I damn hope we can!"

"Me too. I need that piece of me. It's important. Its the best part of me! And you sir, you need to know that you can trust and talk to me. And earlier someone mentioned to me that the onlt thing you need to do is get rest. Thats what i need to. I see lots of cuddles in the future!"