5. Let me in Your Arms

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CAMILA P.O.V

i felt gulilty for Lauren. So did Dinah. But she seemed let everything go. She already went to her room to sleep but I was still here in the dining room thinking.

I decided to go to Lauren's room. I saw her lying down on her bed.

"Camz?" She said surprisingly. I can see she was sleepy.

"Do I bother you?" I said carefully.

"Nope. Come here."

"I cant sleep. Can you cuddle me?" WHAT WERE I SAAAYYIINGGG. I cruised myself.

"Wh.....at?" She surprised.

"Haha just kidding Lauren." I said and walked to the her room's balcony. I opened the door and I lean on the fence and looked up the sky.

I felt jacket around me.

"The wind is ungood for your health. You wanna be sick, huh? By using thin tshirt like that but you standing here defying the wind." Said her putting her jacket on my body and zipping it. Our body only some inchies. I can't breath. Fortunately, she stepped back when she was done.

She looked up the sky. I lied down on the balcony floor. I wanted to see the sky clearly.

"Hei what are you doing? Isnt it dirty?" She said laughing.

"I dont think so. You always clean in up right?"

"But yeah. This is outside. It must be dirty again." I didnt mind her then I saw her sitting next to me and lied down too.

"Haha finally you follow me huh" She laughed.

We are just silent for a long time.

"Lauren. You dont fall asleep, do you?" I said looked at her. And I caught her looking at me. I was surprised.

"Wow since when you looked at me like that?" I said surprised. I looked away.

"Since you are just silent. I tried to read you but I dont get the answer." Said her

"I tell you one of my side. I..."

"Dont tell me. Let me guess!" She distrubed me. "There should be a time you need to keep quite like this. Just thinking solemnly. Feeling everything you wanna feel obviously. Being calm. Get your own world. Am I right?" Said her. I looked at her. She smiled.

"Are you really able to read someone's mind?" I asked surprised. She just laughed.

"Actually in the harsh way I wanna say you just wanna loll." She laughed. I laughed too.

"You are annoying. I accept your first answer." I said hitting her hand softly. She caught it and grabbed it. She looked the sky.

"You enjoy with us Camz? What do you feel?"

I always love to hear 'Camz' from her husky voice.

"Firstly when Simon called me again, I have guessed I will be put in group. I excited I will have friends. But I am afraid afterwards you all do not accept me. Then now I am afraid I will mess up this group." I said seriously.

"Why do you think we won't accept you?" She looked at me again. Her hand still in mine.

"I'm quirky Lauren. I'm weird. I'm silly. I'm messy. My friends in school sometimes looked me strangely. That's the fact but I cant change that personality. I have tried to be more elegantly or something like that but I put down my self to be silly again." I said. She laughed.

"Actually you are goofy, dorky, and messy Camz. I cant event lie to tell you you're not like that. I cant dispute with that."

"How cruel you are. Usually people who wanna calm someone down will say 'Noo. You are not like that. You are blablablabla.' I hate you Lauren." I said kidding.

"I didnt have to lie like that Camz. Those personalities make you funny. I mean you spread a joyful in our group. Why you should change that? Those personalities make your self complete. And those personalities complete our group. This group will be different without you." She said sincerely.

"Thank you."

"You are really a good sister to me." She continued her words and tightened her holding to me.

"You are also beutiful Camz. I also love your voice. I dont see how can that voice will mess everything up. You know I am the one who cant look away when you sing. I love seeing you sing. I love hearing you sing. Something like make me how to say.. hmmm.. i cant look away. I dont know what to say"

"This is a group Lauren. We need harmony."

"You can do it Camz. That's why you are here. You are smart. Trust me. You know I am your first fan then. I love your voice." I still keep quite.

"If you dont trust me, you should trust Simon. He put us together means he know we can do it well. You know he is really smart right?" I eventually looked at her. Smiling.

"Yeah. I trust Simon." I said smiling.

"What the hell Camz. I said everything but you only concern to Simon." She let my hand.

"Haha I just kidding Lauren. Dont be cranky. Thank you for being my first fan."

"Whatever. She sitting and smiling."

"I never seen someone who is wild and calm in a soul. Whats your specific personality huh?" I looked at her.

She smiled. "Everyhing what you need Camz. Dont be down again. I'm here." I smiled. But she went close to me. I spontanously closed my eyes. I felt her lips on my left cheek. A peck but sweet kiss.

I opened my eyes. She looked at me smiling. I looked her green eyes.

I hugged her tight.

"Why your heart beats faster Camz?" She said seducely.

"Dont you know you too? Shut up." She only laughed.

I wanna sleep in your arms Lauren...

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