STAY (Completed) (5H CAMREN) Sequel

43 feud

LAUREN P.O.V

“It is already several months you became crazy, Lauren.” I heard Mani said in worried tone. I looked at her and smiled.

“At least I tried not to stupid again, Mani. I dont want to get drunk alone again. I’m afraid there will be another Jade.” I laughed.

I didnt know how to say it. Am I feud with Camila? Cold war? Or playing stranger? But it is not me vs Camila. Camila seemed stayed away from all of the girls. We can do nothing. We followed Camila’s game. We just hope she will come to us again.

“I miss Camila.” Mani finally said. I guess she was in drunk because she opened her real heart.

“You are drunk, mani.” I chuckled.

“Yeah only tonight I will be honest. Deep inside I miss Camila. But what she had done to us, to you, to me, to Dinah, Ally, hmm she didnt hurt Ally I think, it was really unbelieavble. I cant believe it. She seemed try to upset us but I know she do in on purpose but not to hurt us. I dont know why she did it. I miss her dork so much. I miss us.” I looked at Mani deeply. She looked down and wiped her tears. I wrapped my hands around her to calm her and calm my self. We were in our own thinking.

I remembered the time when we wanted to hang out but Camila chose to go hanging out with Taylor whereas we already plan it long time ago. Then simply she said befriend with Taylor Squad will build her prestige. It was different befriend with us who will make her career going nowhere. I was shocked hearing that. what I was thinking at that time was ‘It’s not Camz.’ And we all also thought the same. Karla Camila Cabello who we knew will never be the snake like that. something’s wrong.

I ever thought she just tried to stay away from me because of our past. That hurted me so much but it made me more hurt because she hurt the girls too. I tried to guess what really happened and what her motives but we cant get it.

This new Camila was really sucks.

But I still love her. Miss her.

“Lauren?” I heard Mani’s voice broke my daydream. I looked at her. She looked at something in front of us very seriously. I followed to see what her saw. It was Dinah. Alone. I naturally went to her.

“Why didnt you invite me? We can strength each other.” I playfully hit her arms. She was silent.

“I miss Walz. Something’s wrong. But she didnt put me to help her. I miss her, Lauren. I’m loser. I cant be her friend. Camilaaa you sucks!” I heard Dinah was so desperate. I rubbed her shoulder. She cried. I knew how care Dinah and Camila close and care each other.

“this is my fault. I wish I can hide my relationship with Camila. No no. I wish I do not ever have relationship with Camila. Fuck No. If only I do not love Camila - If only I do not let her love me - If I can handle my feeling, this things should not happen.” I hid my face. I looked down. I felt Mani hugged me and Dinah still stucked crying.

“We are damn dunkers right now.” Mani said.

“I wanna go home.” Dinah eventually said and went away. I was sad Dinah did not mind my words. I understood she might blame me for her separated with Camila.

“Bring me to Camila hotel.” I said to Mani.

“Are you serious? DO you forget she ever didnt meet us who already come to her private room? We all know she was fucking inside?” Mani reminded me of ‘the now Camila’. I remembered it and it really hurt the girls and me.

“I should go!” I went away.
“I’m in!” I heard Mani screamed and trailed me.

***

I pressed 14th floor of the hotel where Camila stayed now. Even today, ‘the now Camila’ didnt stay with us. She chose her own hotel privately. When the door opened and I walked in corridor, I saw Dinah in front of the room, Camila’s room. She looked down holding her tears. I looked at Normani.