phan will go on

Suicide note

 Phil begins to read:

     To whomever might be reading this by the time you find this I'll probably be a bloody corpse on the ground in the middle of a highway,or lying on the floor with a bullet trough my head maybe even hanging from the ceiling fan. Who knows but if you are reading this I probably didn't make it and here is why:

 I feel abandoned. This world hates me. I honestly can't handle this anymore. I spend all day inside my house thinking about what my life could've been if I wasn't such an outcast. I'm always scared to be myself. I don't know how anyone is going to react. No one knows the truth about me and after I do what I have to do no one will even know me.

   I have a best Friend his name is phil I have been strong for him many years but I can't help how I feel. I know if I leave he will miss me but I can't be in this world anymore. Not for him. Not for my family. Not for anyone.

 Those are two of the reasons I'm saying good bye. I have many more too personal to share. No will know for sure why I did this to myself,but I want phill to know this wasn't his fault and he needs to keep living his life without me. Be happy my little phil.