I have so many things to do right now...
Hundreds of articles to memorize and
numerous of cases to digest...
My mind should only be occupied of things on
how I could reach my dreams...
But sadly, I can't stop thinking about you...
I can't get you out of my head, nor erase you in my heart...
My chest is aching for I know that what I'm feeling for you
right now will not just forever be unrequitted...
But also forbidden...
Yes... It will always be forbidden...
For you have already sealed your fate
You have already chosen your path...
And no matter what I do, I could not undone what is done...
I could not break the bonds that you opted to have...
I'm telling myself, 'stop falling for him'
'Stop thinking about him,'
'Don't put him in a pedestal'
'You'll only hurt yourself in the process'
'Don't let your feelings for him deepen'
And yet my stubborn self replied,
How could I stop my self from falling,
When I already did?
How could I stop thinking about him,
When he is already occupying my whole mind?
And how could I stop myself from feeling this way?
When his name is almost synonymous to the blood
That flows in my body and make my heart beat.
Just please tell me how...
How will I untangle myself from this fate...
When I know that what I feel will not just be unrequitted..
But forever be forbidden...
#Nagaalisngstress
#Backtooblicon
