I don't like it. But im going to be a good girl and keep it to myself. I hate fighting everything else for your attention. But I will fall silent. I hate only getting your attention in that way. It makes me sad. But I cant complain. I will keep it in and hide it. That's what I do best. I don't have room to complain. I love you just the same. It hurts my feelings and frustrates me at times but im being good. That's what we are suppose to do anyways just sit back and be good. slap a smile and nod my head, Everything will be alright,ill keep it inside. Im going to be good. I will and I am.