his dreams || j.b.

sixteen

Justin paced around backstage in his dressing room, making himself later and later for his meet and greet by the second. So much was running through his mind, he had lost track of time.

He didn't know what was wrong with him. His dreams were insane.

Were they somehow his feelings trying to manifest themselves in his dreams? Was he really a psychotic killer?

The most recent dream had him checking the mirror every few seconds as he stalked in front of it. Caitlin.

Did she have a boyfriend?

The thought of it only made him laugh a bit. No. There was no way that bitch had an actual boyfriend. She had nothing going for her except for her body.

That's what he kept telling himself.

At the same time, he didn't mind being 'Mr. Steal Your Girl.'

A knock at the door pulled him out of his thoughts. Someone from the crew had finally come to collect him and bring him to the meet and greets, and he could tell from the person's tone that they were annoyed that he was running late... Again.

He shrugged and pulled on a hat, climbing onto his segway before heading over to the VIP tent where close to a thousand fans were waiting to meet him.

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It was almost like a repeat of the first time Justin had been expecting her at a meet and greet. The crowd had died down, and he was told he had to go and get on stage as soon as possible. There was nobody else coming.

Part of him forced himself to keep looking back as he left the small photo room, thinking she might come thru the curtains again like she had last time.

He was wrong, and he was left to go on stage knowing she wouldn't show up to that concert on that night.

This girl was playing hard to get, and Justin would make sure she wouldn't win.

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"Caitlin why the fuck are you ignoring me!" Justin screamed into the phone before throwing it down onto the bed next to him and leaning back against the pillows. He pulled at his wet hair, making a mess out of it.

So much of him was telling him to stop caring. If he truly just cared about her body and how good of a fuck she was, he could stop caring.

At this point though he didn't think he even cared anymore. He was past caring.

Now, he just wanted to know he could win. He needed to know that he could control who was and was not in his life.

He was loosing control on it all, and that was what scared him.

There was only one person that he could call and trust with every fiber of his body. So, he picked his phone back up and pressed his name on his contact list. It took a few rings, but the line came to life quickly.

"Dad? It's Justin."

"Justin." Jeremy's voice sounded from the other side. "What's up? How're you doing?"

Justin breathed out a small sigh of relief. "I actually wanted to call to talk about that. There's this girl, and I think she's driving me insane. You're the only person I can talk to about it. She cant go public."

"I'm just going to start with saying that I don't think you should be getting into girls right now. What with all the Selena drama and your other headlines..." Jeremy trailed off. It made Justin clench his jaw.

"I dont love her, dad. She's just a fuck. But she's playing hard to get."

Jeremy laughed. "I get it. You're flustered because you can't have her."

"I can have her dad. You're not listening to me-"

"Did you really pee in a mop bucket?"

"There's a fucking video, dad. What do you think. Can you just-"

"Wow, that's bold. Even for you. I thought the monkey was the last-"

"Dad!!" Justin snapped loudly, resulting in a very heavy silence on both ends. "Can you just listen to me?"

"I dont know what you want me to say, son. She doesn't like you. That's that. You're going to just have to deal with it."

Deal with it. Justin growled under his breath.

"You're just going to have to deal with your son being pissed as hell at you because you wouldn't let him speak or explain himself to you." He spoke quickly.

Jeremy started to say something, but Justin cut him off.

"Tell Jazzy and Jaxo I say hi." He said, cutting the call short there and throwing his phone on the bed again.

Nobody understood. He believed nobody ever would.

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