Notes- Y/N means Your name
Dedicated to @LegalEquation :)
*3rd POV*
The bedsheets looked crinkled to the extreme,even though there wasn't a lot of moving on it. Dan's tears were stained into the pillow and his eyes stayed fixed on the wall. Never in a million years did he expect this. He heard a knock on his door.
"Hey Dan, it's me." He heard the soft voice of his friend Phil. "Peej and Chris are going to come over to see you and-"
"I don't need their support, Phil!" Dan's voice cracked. It had been a while since he last talked to anyone. "No-one can do anything! She/He's gone and there's nothing you can do!"
Phil walked over to his friend and sat on the bed.
"You have to get over it just like I had to with-" Phil stopped. "With my grandad."
Dan looked up at Phil's blue, green, yellow- whatever colour they are- eyes. He nodded.
"Yeah, I know." Dan whispered before the doorbell rang.
"That'll be Chris and Peej!" Phil jumped off the bed and out of Dan's room. Dan listened to the footsteps that were coming closer to his door. Dan went back to his position of staring at the wall whilst laying down. "Dan, Chris and Peej are here."
"Hey Dan, I bought you some ice cream!" Peej said softly but still enthusiastically. "Mint choc chip your favourite!" Dan ignored the tears that were streaming down his face and closed his eyes.
"Hello mate, I understand that I'm not a therapist but maybe playing Mario Kart and watching movies whilst eating your favourite food will help you!" Chris smiled even though Dan couldn't see it.
"She's/He's g - gone guys and you can't do anything!" Dan cried.
"If I can get over my Grandad, I'm sure you can get over this!" Phil encouraged. "Let's play Mario yeah? Then will watch Sharknado or another terrible movie!" Dan let out a shaky breathe before he felt a light touch on his shoulder. "Dan I'm asking you to do this for Y/N, not for me, Chris or Peej, for Y/N!"
Dan rolled over and pulled Phil into a hug.
"I'll order us Chinese!" Peej smiled.
"Pizza please!" Dan smirked. Peej nodded and walked out the room. "Let me change and I'll be out." Phil and Chris nodded.
"Yeah see ya in five!" Phil smiled.
Dan pushed away the bedsheets and looked at picture beside him. Y/N was beautiful. Was. She/He died in an accident involving a drunk driver. Dan closed his eyes and bit his nail, a habit of his when he was holding back tears. He opened his eyes and blinked away the tears that were threatening to fall. He opened his draw and pulled out the small black box and opened in revealing the ring and his speech. He put the box beside the picture frame and smiled. He suddenly felt an urge to play the piano and so he did. He hit the keys softly and sang his voice cracking every now and then.
He stopped half way through the song from the tears falling down his face. He got off the piano and sat on the floor.
"Why did you have to go? Why couldn't it of been that stupid driver? Why couldn't I have been with you so we'd be together? I want to see you Y/N. In whatever comes next. I'm going to see you and hug you and tell you all about what I've done in this life." Dan whispered. "Do you remember when we used to cuddle? Yeah we done that a lot!" Dan was spread out on the floor his hand reaching out hoping for her to grab it. "Or the late night baking when we tried not to wake Phil up. The food we cooked was never good, was it? Do you remember when we saw TØP live and you cried? That was the best day of your life according to you! Do you remember the arguments? We both equally hated those. But even when we hated each other we managed to get through it." Dan suddenly felt something brush against his hand, like a feather. Dan knew what it was so he relaxed. "It's nice to see you to Y/N." He whispered before he heard the door go.
"Dan are you okay?" Phil asked. Dan smiled knowing Y/N was still her/himself.
"I'm okay." Dan whispered. "She/He's still with me. She/He's my guardian angel, I love her /him!"
Phil aloud a smile to form on his lips.
"Come on let's go eat pizza! I'll let you choose whatever character you want!" Dan and Phil chuckled. Phil walked out the room as Dan smiled at the picture.
"See ya, love." He mumbled.
