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5 days ago

Gabi

Nasaan na ba si Lee? 

I drink the last shot at the table then walk and search for him.

"Hey, Gabi!" Rinig kong tawag saakin ni Celine, but I didn't bother to look. She just want some chismis, that's why she's with me. Oh plastics. Buti na lang I've been in the right group of friends. I really love them.

But the hell, where's Lee? Kanina lang magkasayaw kami. Then when I closed my eyes while swaying my hips, pagdilat ko he's nowhere to be found.

Buti na lang wala pa akong masyadong naiinom, I still have the strength to walk straight. Tumaas na rin siguro yung tolerance ko, since I've been so frequent at the club.

Simula ata nung naghiwalay sila Mommy and Daddy, hindi na ko maka-iwas sa club.

Ate Patty said I should quit clubbing, dahil wala naman daw magandang naidudulot 'yun saakin, at it's just making my situation worst. But no, besides the fact that I'm enjoying, dito ko na-meet si Lee, this is the reason why I have him now. So I'm not quitting.

After all, I'm not regretting involving myself into the world of club. Kundi dahil sa decision kong mag-club, kung ano man ang meron saamin ni Harold might not be existing.

I squint when I pass by group of smokers. Kahit na electric cigarette ang gamit nila, i still don't like the smoke coming out. And by the way, what's the idea of smoking? I really don't get it. They just make their lungs suffer. I really don't like guys who smoke, major turn off.

Buti na lang si Lee, he's not into smoking, pero drinking? Sobrang addict talaga, Kaya sobrang magkasundo kami, specially in drinking, kaya siya ang lagi kong kasama sa club.

Unfortunately, ako lang ang umiinom talaga saaming lima, kaya si Lee lang ang nakakasama ko sa ganito. They aren't drinking unless may special ocation, and minimal lang if ever.

But anyways, I still can't find Harold! Ano ba 'yan!

Where's my phone ba?

Bakit ngayon ko lang naisipan na itext siya?

Kinapa ko 'yung bulsa ko, then remembered that I don't have a pocket, dahil naka dress ako. I left my purse at the table, and I'm freckin' far away from I was earlier. I don't want to walk between people again! 

'Yung iba kasi dito, mga feelingerang frog lang, 'yung masabi lang na nag-club sila, kaya mga nagfifeeling night club people. Imbis na matuwa ako dahil mas dumadami na ang tao dito sa club nila Harold, naiinis pa ako dahil ang mga dumadagdag na tao ay mga feelingera.

They were just going here and pump their asses then act like a fancy night girl. Sobrang nakakainis. Puro kaartehan lang naman ang alam, I can sense some of them aren't legal to go to clubs yet.

Nangawit na ako sa paglalakad, but I still can't find him. I tried going outside, pero mga kotse lang ang nakita ko doon.

I felt tired and stressed out, so I decided to go home. Kung nasan man si Lee, patay siya saakin bukas.

Why the hell he would leave me in the middle of the club? Is this a kind of a joke?

I hailed a cab, and hop in. I never bring my car kapag pupunta ako sa club. First, dahil 70% na malalasing ako, and I won't even have the courage to drive, Second, Lee will surely be drunk too, Third, I don't want to throw up inside my car, that's so... just ew.

Medyo naiiglip na ako sa Cab nang maalala ko na naiwan ko nga pala 'yung purse ko sa loob ng club.

"Shit." I hissed.