Promise me for forever [ Jack & Finn Harries & Kian Lawley Imagine]

Part 3

Kian arrived at his home. He put all of his things down, and take your diary out and read it on the bed. He read every single piece of paper . He is so focus on your diary. He know all of your memories, all of your sanity, everything that you did, because of the diary. He read it out and finally he on the page with a title "Kian". He read that page in a deepest focus. More focus than watching  netflix show. He stop reading when you wrote "He is someone that makes me really comfortable with". He smile so bright and put the book in front of his face and covering his face with the book as he shy because of your beautiful words. And he texting you and say hello to you.

"Hey .... " he text you. You open the chat, and you type it fastly " hello there ....."

"well .... have you eaten yet ?"

"umm not sure ... my brothers didn't bring me any kind of foods so ... i will stay hunger .. or maybe i eat fruit. What about you Kian ?"

"well ... me too ... umm i guess we same at this time"

"hahaha yes ... ummm Kian .. can i ask you something ?" You ask him

"what is it ?"

you not replying his message for a couple of minutes, you thinking that should you said that you like him or not ... is it too soon to say that or not .... you are under a huge dillema. Bigger than when you have to choose between Jack or Finn. Then Kian send you a message again and you have to answer it right now

"where are you ?" He said

"sorry i'm was in bathroom ..... " you lie to him

"what you want to ask ?"

"umm .. Kian ... i think that .... umm ...." you stuttering. Your heartbeat beat so freakin fast. Faster than Rossi. Faster than anything. You think that you already out of your mind liking someone retarted like Kian. Someone that BAD like Kian. you have your esteem, you decided to not say it right now, couse you have time to say it at loud to him

"i think that tomorrow we should finish the project" you once again lying to him. Giving many excuses to prevent saying your true feelings

"oh yes thats right ... on your home again okay ? ah bye i should go now" he once again, makes you depressed even more. He never let you at least say yes or no. You then make many excuses to drag your brothers to not come home soon

At the day for finishing the project

"Well Kian, you have to coloring this poster with that ink. Don't spread the ink, use that  brush" You direct him so that he won't destroy the poster. He begin to coloring the poster with all of your direction. While you making the decoration, he sneakily to your room, return your diary back at the place, and run back to the backyard

"Why you sneakily to my room Kian ?" Actually you already know something missing on your room. He stop when you said that, and looking at the poster