My Secret Love Fanfic Ze:a

Ch.01 My Secret Love Fanfic Ze:a

I waited in the cafe, as usual, he asked me for help again, I really don't want to. Since I myself isn't a good advice giver, when I never been into a relationship. I looked at my watch again 15minutes has passed and still no sign of him. but after 5 more minutes, he finally arrived, finally I sighed. He sat on the chair facing me and he was breathing heavily, I looked at him with annoyance.

"So, what do you need me for this time?"

He was still breathing heavily and he took my iced latte and finished it all. I just stared at him like 'wth? dude I haven't even taken one sip.'

He just looked at me like an innocent child with a smile on his face.

"Park Hyungsik you GLUTTON." Right after I said that he even went for my cake without hesitation at all, 'ok doesn't mean we're close he can eat everything he wants from me'.

"What? we're friends, and you're a fan too. you used to send us food trucks before" he explained with mouth full of cake, I can see crumbs falling. What a mess.

"That was before i met you guys personally. ok?" 'doesn't mean I was a fan before I would always give them food these boys are-- I don't even know anymore'

"So you wanted help right?" I wanted to go straight to the point before he makes me order another slice of cake or anything that looks appealing in his eyes in the pastry display.

He gazed on the empty plate, and he had both of his hands together on the table now.

He lifted his gaze from the empty plate and stared straight at me, now he looked serious. 'This is kinda making me nervous'

"Can you help me, I like the new coordi she's younger and quite cute." he blurted our while blushing. He was BLUSHING?! oh my, this is real then.

"Ok. You go and confess to her and ask her on a date. Simple as that." that was a piece of crappy advice, I admit to that.

"I wanted to practice first. You know, the confession part" For the first time, I see him being hesitant and unsure of himself.

"Ok, Imagine me as her" This is a bad idea, I know. I like him before and if we do this pretend thing, feelings are gonna be coming back. Why do I like torturing my self.

Hyungsik breathed out and looked into my eyes. His gaze was so warm and I felt my cheeks starting to feel warm, good thing I don't blush like some other people turning red, but recently it's been showing bit by bit, I just wish it doesn't show now.

"I liked you since I first laid my eyes on you, and I was wondering if you can go out with me please?"

As soon as those words escaped his lips. I heard myself blurting out a "Yes" 

"What?" Hyungsik blinked in confusion. 

I got to think fast as an excuse. Lina hurry and think of something or else you're busted.

"Yes. She would say yes, dummy. I'm acting as her right?" I raised a brow at Shik. 'Am I convincing enough?'

Then he finally smiled and nodded.

"Yeah, hahaha. I was, maybe just caught by surprise by how you looked." He said laughing and messing up my hair.

I hate it when he does that. but I wondered, did I look weird when I said "Yes" 

I gathered some courage to ask him, or else I'll be bothered the whole day about it.

"Why? what did I look like?" I asked laughing while picking up my Frap, trying to play it cool. I ordered another one since you-know-who drank the first one.

He was playing with a tissue, then he looked up to me. Still playing with the tissue in his hands, twirling around the edges on his fingertips.

"Your cheeks were flushed red and your eyes were kinda teary" he said smiling.

why is he flashing his charming smile while saying that line? and what? my cheeks were red?

"Oh. is that so? haha I've been like that recently. Maybe I had feelings for you without me noticing ha ha ha..." I cleared my throat after saying that and took a sip. And I looked out at the window, since we were sitting on the 2nd floor at the window seats.

Suddenly I felt his warm hand reached my cheek, then he suddenly cupped my face with both of his hand's and he squished my face. he is so PREDICTABLE. argh.

"awww...who is the lucky guy?" he was still squishing my face.

I took his hands off of my face and glared at him. He pretended to be scared and laughed in the end.

"He is someone I can't be leveled with, you could say he's too good for me." I said smiling while holding my Frap. I stared at my drink.

"Tell me who's this lucky guy, I'll help you out." he said smiling and having his 2 thumbs up with a smug look on his face. 

I just gave out a chuckle, and looked at him. I shook my head and looked outside the window again, I gave out a light sigh. it's snowing again. 

"why? is he that great?" Shik asked this time his tone was serious and concerned.

"Well yeah, and I found out from a friend he already asked a girl out, and I saw her. She was very pretty and she matched him well. I could only be happy for him right?" I felt tears swelled up. but I just dropped my gaze on my boots.

"well that sucks, don't worry there are a lot of great guys out there." he said while placing his warm hand on top of mine. This strange warmth of comfort also feels a bit heavy.

I looked at him and gave him a smile. If only he knew it was him, I have been indenial of my feelings these past 2 years. I just came to realize my feelings a bit too late.

We sat there and chatted. The thought of God gave me a lot of opportunities to be closer with him. By meeting him by chance backstage, then we started chatting and we clicked and became friends. It's just that I let the chances pass by from his invitations to have dinner together, shopping together and other invites with just the two of us . 

The present us right now, is a bit too late to try and confess. Right?