I Miss You... (Justin Bieber & Ariana Grande) Broken Book 2!

Chapter 6

Justin POv___

I would never do that to Chris but i guess we all find out what every ones really like. He thinks he's always there for Ariana and he's not he was there for her once. And then all of a sudden he is a hero, I helped  her when she was about to be abused I helped her when she was cutting. I may not have been the best boyfriend but I love her with all my heart. She likes Chris but when she saw me in her eyes there was something different like love. Maybe it's karma. 

"Justin" I heard Ariana knock on my door she came out the hospital yesterday.

"Yeah?" I looked at her she sat next to me and smiled "You excited for prom" I asked she nodded

"Not really" she sighed

"Why your going with Chris?" I said confused 

"He cancelled he asked some hot girl instead but I didn't like him anyway" She said 

"Oh sorry"

"I'm performing though" She smiled

"That's good I've got to go with stupid Beccy" I said rolling my eyes 

"Your fault bieber" She giggled

"It's tomorrow you know the prom, you got a dress?" I asked she nodded "You'll look perfect" I smiled she kissed my cheek 

"Thank you Justin" She said "I miss you" She confessed 

"I know but I'm going with Beccy" I said it came out quiet harsh

"I wans't asking you to take me to the prom" She spat "You run along and be a player but don't add me to your Jar of Hearts cause there really never was an 'us'" She spat and walked out the door 

"Oh my god kill me" I said 

"ARIANA OPEN THE DOOR" I heard Ryan yell I shot up and ran to the bathroom 

"What's going on?" I asked 

"She ran in the bathroom and I'm worried" my eyes went wide 

"Ariana please just let me in and let me talk to you" I asked I heard a sniffle and she opened the door and let me in then shut it again. "Ariana" She slid down the wall and played with the razor 

"Every mark" She traced her scar "Has ameaning I only have four marks that are bad and its because every time someone called me a name I'd slit." I pointed to the scar "A hear break" She pointed to another one "I lost someone I love" And another one "Every time someone hit me." She traced the last one "Ugly and useless, you, my mom and ronan and my dad" She sighed playing with the razor "I could go back" she played with it again  

"But you don't want to please just drop it think of rehab how bad it was you made friends and got better but think about what they made you do how much you missed everyone" 

"It was so easy Justin" She cried I held my arms out and she dropped the razor and hugged me "You've hurt me so much but I love you so I always forgive you" She sobbed "I just want you to love me justin"

"I do love you with all my heart I love you more than everything" I said "I just can't be a horrible person to cancel because you seemed sad when Chris cancelled" I said she nodded 

"I know" She said 

"Will you be my girlfriend Ari?" I asked 

"After Prom Justin I'll think about it then" he said hugging me tighter "Can't have you going to the prom when you have a girlfriend and then I'll think about it because I just don't know if I'm ready" She said I nodded

"I understand" I kissed her forehead and she soon fell asleep. 

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Justin won't retire think about it

he loves us too much 

hes 19

he enjoys music

he makes history

beliebers are already giving up on him right but I won't and I hope there are people like me who won't as well 

Like you don't want just to retire but he will if your all saying mean things to him put yourself in his shoes he was no personal life hes constanltlygetting critized and I did cry because I thought its The media's fault and like its just stupid

I love you Justin!!!