The One Request

CH.1

Sayuri's POV
"We can't continue to live like this! It's been almost a year since it happen! Move on!" "How can you say that! He was our baby! He was our son! How can you just forget about him like it never happened!" I stood up from the edge of the bed. Pain and anger on my face. Tears ran down my face. This was an everyday thing but I still couldn't get used to his painful words.

"Maybe if you hadn't ran off before letting me explain none of this would of happen!" I laughed at his excused. Everytime he had the chance he would blame me. "Really?! Again blaming me! You were with Chizuru in your office! Kissing! What could of been my reaction?! Huh?!" I walked towards him.

"Would of been better if I clapped or cheer to both of you for making a fool of me!" He would only shakes his head and his eyes full of rage. "I told you that was a one time thing! Nothing else happened!" He walked away from me towards the door. "You know what!? I can't deal with you any more. I need some air." He said grabbing his keys and walking out the door.

I lower my head. I covered my mouth trying to muffle my crying. When I heard the front door being slammed, I let all my emotions out. I know he's going to see her. Going out for air is just an excuse. And it pained me how he could lie straight in my face. I walked out the room.

I looked around me. Pictures of us together. Happy times. When things were so different from now. When he loved me. When Sanosuke was still had love for me in his eyes. I grabbed a picture frame from the wall. It was the picture of our wedding. We looked so happy.

The memory of that day brought a smile to my face. But it was just for a few seconds until that memory came back. Even if i tried to forget it, I couldn't. Walking down the stairs, I felt dizzy. My vision begun to darken. I stopped walking. "Not now, please..." After that the pain that came after all those symptoms arrived.

It was the worst pain ever. My head felt like it was being hit with something really hard. I wanted scream. But I hold it in. Holding from the stairs rails I lower my self down. Covered my mouth so I wouldn't scream, I prayed the pain would go away.

After some time, the pain was fading. Sweat ran down the side of my face. I breathing was as if I had run a marathon. Slowly I stood up. With trembling hands I hold my self from the rails. My legs were weak and I was sure they would stop working at any moment.

I looked at the clock on the wall. This time the pain lasted more than the last time episode. At that moment the front door opened. Sanosuke walked in and looked at me. He ignored me and walked right passed me. I just stood in my place and not move.

He was doing his routine as always. Take a shower after going out for "some air". I walked down the stairs on to the couch. I now he didn't want to see me. And even though I love him. I don't want to see him either. Knowing he was with her. The pain of knowing where he was at, and the physical can I have was all I can take for now.

Harada's POV
I close the door behind me, losing the tie around my neck I make my way towards the shower. This was a routine I did everytime i went and saw Chizuru. She was the only person that understood me. She gave me the comfort that Sayuri didn't give me.

After that accident, everything changed. My marriage went down the drain. Sayuri wouldn't talk to me or let me even touch her. At first I thought it was cause of the baby. I understood that and gave her space. But it's almost been a year and she's still the same.

It came to the point where she didn't even sleep in the same bed as me. And if I tried to get close to her, she would bring Chizuru up. I know I messed up, but it was a one time thing. Chizuru meant nothing to me back then. But now, it's different.