The One Request

CH.11

A/N: play song when he starts reads the letter.

Harada's POV
I dint know how long I was crying on the floor, but I could tell it was already late at night. "Sano, open the door. You have to eat something." I didn't answer. I wanted to be alone. "Sano, it's been a whole day since you've been locked up in there."

I still didn't answer. I could hear his steps going down stairs. I didn't feel hungry nor tired. I only wanted to be left alone. Alone to cry. Alone with the memories. Memories that my stupid actions destroyed.

I look down at my hands and see the letter she left me. I still haven't opened it. With trembling hands I open it.

Sanosuke,
I know that right now your suffering. And that maybe you are blaming your self for what happen. But don't blame your self. This was no one's fault. It's something that doesn't have a remedy to it.

I know you loved me. And never stoped loving me. I never stopped loving you. Even with everything going on, my love for you never changed. I'm sorry you had to find out about everything this way. If things would of been different.

But I didn't want to see you suffering because of me. I didn't want you to petty me. To think that if I told you, it was just to keep you by my side. I'm not going to lie, I'm scared. Scared of dying and never seeing you again. But I've had to learn to deal with this. Things happen for a reason.

A reason that only time will let you know. I want you to be happy. Happy with your baby. Give that little person all the love you can. The love I know you would of give our baby. Maybe this is the reason all of this happen.

Your given a second chance to have a family. The family you always wanted. And even if it's not with me that your having a family, take the opportunity. Give your self a chance to be happy. I know you will be a great father.

I forgive you for everything because I know that in the end you loved me. I'm thankful for the time I was able to be with you. You made me the happiest woman in the world. Words can't describe how much I love you.

Having you close helped me go through this. That's why I wanted to see you for the time I have left. Even if slower and slower I had to let you go in the end. It hurt more thinking about not seeing you than what I was feeling.

I love you. And always will. No matter where I am, I will always love you. That maybe right now you think your alone but your not. I will be by your side always. I don't regret anything. You were and are the love of my life. The only person that has my heart.

I know that someday we will see each other again. And when we do, we will never be apart. Remember, I love you with all my heart.

Sayuri

I dropped the letter and cried. "Sayuri!...You shouldn't of left me here! Take me with you!" Knocks on the door were heard. "Sano! Sano open the door!" I didn't move I just continued to sit on the floor crying.