Bullets and Boo Boo's [DD/LB Frerard]

1. Gunpoint Motel

Twenty years old and my life is already a fucking disaster. I basically wasted my life by joining a mafia-ish type of group. Shooting up bars, stealing, basically sex 24/7, and breaking almost any law we can.

My group isn't that big and I'm not much of a leader in it. I have more say than the other guys, but not as much as Pete. He started the whole thing and dragged us along for the ride, and it's kinda worth it. The whole group is basically Pete, Bob, Tyler, Josh, Brendon, and me. And I'd have to say, I didn't think so much percentage of the group would be gay. Tyler and Josh are always doing shit, Brendon just looks gay, and Pete hangs around these two boys Mikey and Patrick all the time. I can never tell if he's dating both or only one of them. And Bob? I don't even know what he does. Sometimes I just forget he's there.

But in relationships, I'm the luckiest out of all of them. And it's the one part of my life that's actually good. Gerard Way. We have a sort of 'sugar daddy' relationship, which is odd for the profession I'm in, if you even call it a job. But I don't care if it's strange at all, Gerard's all I live for now. I used to be fine if we got caught by the police and got shot, but once Gerard stepped into my life, I couldn't let him go.

He's the sweetest person I've ever met, and he adores me. He treats me like I'm the most amazing person in the world, and I'm far off from even being a good person. Sometimes I think about leaving the group so I could take care of my baby without having to risk my life every single day, but with my reputation, nobody in the right mind would hire me for any job. The only thing I can do is steal food and money for my baby boy and hope for the best. He deserves better than the life I provide for him, but I try my best, and I hope he understands.

It was a cool night in the summertime and we had booked ourselves into a motel. Well, more like demanded at gunpoint we got a room, but we still got three rooms anyways. Tyler and Josh were together, and Pete was with Brendon and Bob. But of course I could hear Pete go on and on about how he wished Mikey and Patrick were there. And I was with my baby Gerard, who wasn't very fond of the idea of threatening to kill people just for a room, but I told him it was all we could do.

Gerard sat upon one of the two beds as I dug through his pink backpack for his pajamas. I carried this around everywhere to make sure Gerard had everything he needed. Clothes, stuffed animals, a blanket, a pacifier- simple essentials for him. I had a sippy cup for him too, normally it'd be filled with water but I'd get him milk when we got the chance. "Daddy?" Gerard asked suddenly from his seat on the mattress. "Yes sugar?" I answered as I finally found his kitten onesie and pulled it from the bag. "Is it still cold outside?" "Yes, so I have to keep you nice and warm tonight."

I sat myself next to Gerard and slowly undressed him, until he was down to his panties. I zipped up his pajamas after slipping them onto his body. "How's that, honey?" I said with a smile. Gerard smiled back at me and nodded. "Thank you daddy." "You're very welcome." Quickly I exchanged my jeans for sweatpants that I kept in Gerard's backpack, it was the only other pair of clothing I owned. Obviously I washed my clothes frequently, I'm not a bedraggled tramp. I tossed my jacket aside and laid myself out on the bed, Gerard then laying down next to me.

I heard a sharp knock on the door, and I was about to grab my gun, when the knocking wouldn't stop. I knew who it was then. "Come in," I announced, sliding my hand through Gerard's hair. I looked over Gerard to see Brendon walk in and sit down on the bed across from ours. "Pete won't shut up again." He complained. "He never does." I remarked. "Yeah, he's so fu-" Brendon suddenly stopped himself there, probably cause he knew I scolded anyone who cursed in front of Gerard. "Annoying." He said after a pause.

"Anyways, we're gonna go grab some drinks and bring them back to the motel. You wanna come?" He asked. "I'll pass for tonight. I gotta take care of Gerard." I replied, smiling to Gerard, to which Gerard always smiled back. "Alright then. Anything you want us to get for you? We're just gonna go steal from the convenient store since it's closer." Brendon asked. "Yeah. A few beers for me and some milk for Gerard."

"Got it. I'll just tell Pete you're too tired, he hates it when you use Gerard as an excuse." He said. "Taking care of my baby isn't an excuse." I said sternly, putting my eyes back on Brendon. "I know it's not, but he thinks it is. He thinks Gerard's turning you soft." Brendon explained, chuckling a bit at the cliche phrasing. "Maybe. But I don't care. I'd still k-" I don't want to say kill in front of Gerard. "Be mean to people and all that stuff, just not in front of him. We'll figure it out, okay? I just want to find a way to still do that stuff but keep Gerard safe." I explained. "Yeah, I get it. Good luck explaining that to Pete though, he's not gonna listen too well." Brendon replied with a light shrug. "Don't worry, I've got it covered. If he says I can't be with Gerard, I can just pull the old 'Mikey and Patrick' card outta my sleeve."

"Sounds fair enough to me. Anyways, I'll make sure to get that stuff for you and Gerard. You guys hang tight, give me a call if anything goes wrong, okay?" Brendon asked. "Yeah, okay. And thanks for doing this for me." I replied sincerely. "Yeah, it's no problem. We'll be back soon." Brendon said with a smile before getting up and leaving the room. Once the door was closed and locked, I looked back at Gerard who still had his eyes on me. He smiled when he noticed he had my attention again.  "Hi daddy." I smiled back at him. "Hi Gee."

"Can we cuddle?" Gerard asked, already inching himself closer to me. "Yeah baby, we can." I cooed before placing a kiss on his forehead. I pulled the blankets from the bed over our bodies, but mostly over Gerard's. His warmth was my only current priority. After I made sure Gerard was tucked in, I flung my arms around him and held his body against mine. We both smiled at the closeness. In my line of work, this was a rare feeling. Safeness.

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Hi so if you've read this before the chapter 4 update, this story's been around for years, I've made some changes. The old stuff was really cringy to me so I edited these first three chapters. It's more or less the same, but enjoy anyhow.