In Love with a YouNower

Chapter 2- School aka hell

Emily's POV

We all walked into school. I go to my locker and all of a sudden I get pushed into the locker next to me. I realized that it's my daily beatings that I get by my bullies. "You look like so ugly." Steven B said, who is the leader of the group. " Why are you even alive? You end up dead rather than living. " His gang starts punching me in the face and kicking me in the stomach. I fall to the ground and they walk away laughing.  I get up and I limp to my first hour class which is Physics. My friend Sharon has that same class with me. " You okay?" She asked me. "yea, I'm okay." I told her. We walk into the room and everyone was looking at me because I got a black eye and I got bruises on my legs from Steven and his gang hurting me. I keep telling  myself that I can do this. I can make it out of this hellhole and go home where I feel safe. 

RRRRRRIIIIIINNNNGGGGGGG 

It was the end of the day and I ran home because I didn't want to get anymore bruises on me because of Steven and his gang. Thank god that my dad and brother aren't home home because they would ask questions about how I got the bruises. 

I go up to my bedroom and I lock my room and I go to the bathroom and I lock the door and I get out my razors. I had them since freshmen year of high school when I mom passed away and when I got bullied. I do them on my thigh and my arm. I hide them very well from people. My friends know that I do this and they are a great help of me getting to stop cutting. I get onto the bathroom floor and I grab my razor and I start cutting on my arm. 

This one is for being ugly 

This one is for being fat

This one is for not having  beautiful skin

This one is for Steven and his gang . 

I get up and I run water on them and I get out the first aid and I clean them up. I get into my pajamas and I go onto my computer and I log on to my You Now. ( I have one, but no one knows about it.  it's my getaway from the secret world.) That's  where I get to watch Blake Gray's YouNow videos. I have a crush on him, and I know that he doesn't know who I am which is fine because I'm invisible to other people in the world. I go onto my profile and I click on the live button. Well, here goes nothing.  I'm about to show the world who I really am.