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*WARNING* contains sex scene! (I'm not sure how you guys feel about that yet so just warning you!)"Mother wasn't really the...nicest mother in the world. I don't have a single good memory of me and her together. Its always been screaming and yelling and..." I paused to take a breath before continuing. "I remember when I was 4 years old. Mother was upset. She was crying and drinking alcohol on the kitchen floor. I walked downstairs and she just started screaming as soon as she saw me. I tried to run back upstairs, but she grabbed me and slammed me to the ground and started hitting and slapping me, saying that it was all my fault, that I was the reason he left."
"The reason who left?" Alayna asked.
"My birth father, I guess," I answered her. "I mean there's no one else it could be. I've never met my father and mother never said anything about it. I...I think he left her when I was born."
"But that's not your fault!"
I snorted. "Try telling that to mother."
Alayna looked down at her hands. "So...why do you believe anything she says? She said all those mean things to you, why do you believe her?"
"I had to spend 3 years of my life with her! Everyday, she would scream and yell, cursing my name and my existence! She would starve me, beat me until I couldn't stand and leave me to die! She forced me to tell myself over and over that no one cares about me, that no one loves me. And you know what? She's right! I'm just non existent piece of shit that shouldn't be alive," I finished with a sob. Tears were now flowing down my face.
Alayna scooted closer to me and wiped them away. "Please don't think that, Stella. It's not true, none of it's true. I do love you and I'm never going to do anything to hurt you."
I closed my eyes shut, trying to stop the river of tears. I felt a hand rest on my cheek, turning my head to face her.
"Stella, look at me."
I opened my eyes and was met with Alayna's dark green ones.
"I love you, okay?" she said. "None of that is true. I love you and I will always be there for you. Your mother was a bitch who blamed you for her own problems like an immature 5 year old. I love you, please trust me."
I placed my hand on top of Alayna's and sighed. Could I really trust her? Does she really mean all of this?...Does she really love me?
"Okay," I said. "I trust you."
Alayna smiled. "Good." She leaned forward and brought my face to meet hers. I immediately felt tiny explosions in my stomach and sighed, tilting my head to deepen the kiss and forgetting all doubts I had. I placed my hands on her waist, bringing her closer to me. Her hand went behind my head and she lightly tugged my hair, forcing a small moan out of me. She pulled away slightly and laughed softly, before pushing me onto my back. I winced when my ribs slammed onto the bed, making the pain flare up again. Alayna swung her feet over my waist and smiled down at me. She took my hands and pinned them above my head. She leaned her head down to my neck, her lips barely brushing my skin. "Do I need to make you believe me?"
I shivered at the husky tone of her voice. "N-no, I b-believe you."
"I don't think you do," she replied, kissing my neck softly. "I really think I just have to show you."
She started trailing kisses up my neck and jaw. I sighed, tilting my head to the side, giving her more access. She complied, her hand moving under my shirt to my breast. I moaned out, struggling against her hand holding mine. She lifted her head and kissed my lips for a brief moment before pulling away. "Keep your hands up there."
I nodded, surprised that Alayna was being this controlling. Sure, she had taken over before, but this was a little new.
She kissed me again, biting my lip. I gasped and she took the opportunity to slip her tongue in my mouth. Alayna immediately won the battle for dominance, her tongue exploring my mouth. She pulled away and brought her lips back to my neck, trailing kisses to my collarbone. She bit down on the tender flesh and sucked hard. A moan broke free from my lips.
"Alayna..."
She slowly rose her head up to look at me, lust filled in her eyes. "Stella...I really want to...you have no idea how much I want you."
I blushed hard at her words and weakly nodded my head. "Okay...okay, we'll do it."
She quickly shook her head. "I only want to do it if you want to. If you don't, that's okay. We don't have to do anything."
"No, I want to. I really want to. I just don't really know what to do," I finished shyly.
She smiled and pecked my lips again. "You just leave that to me." She grabbed the collar of my shirt and gently guided me up. Her hands trailed down to the bottom of my shirt and lifted it up and over my head. She wasted no time in placing kisses along my neck and chest. She stopped at my collarbone and bit down hard. My yelp turned into a moan when she started sucking the bite.
"A-Alayna..."
She smirked and trailed her hands down lower until she reached the button of my pants. I tried to calm my breathing as she ripped off my pants. In no time at all, we were both stripped of all clothes. Alayna was laying beside me, her fingers trailing up and down my stomach.
"Are you ready?" she asked.
I nodded and stared at her eyes while her hand cupped me. Her index finger started rubbing my clit in slow circles. My breath hitched and my hips bucked unconsciously. Her finger went lower and she slid one finger in. I moaned and gripped the bedsheets.
"Alayna~"
Her finger started moving back and forth, gradually speeding up. My heart was racing and the only thing I could think of was her finger thrusting back and forth in me. She placed her lips on my hip and kissed softly, forcing more moans out of me. Her tongue slid from my hip to my clit and made quick circles on it. I gasped and dug my fingers into her hair. She shoved her fingers in harder and deeper, forcing more moans out of me. She brought her head up and crashed her lips with mine as I climaxed. My body jerked while I felt pleasure rush through my body. Alayna slowed down her fingers and gently took them out, licking them clean.
She looked at me with a smile. "Do you believe me now?"
I nodded my head, unable to form words. "T-that...was....am-azing..."
She giggled and blushed. "Really?"
"YES!" I nearly shouted. "That was amazing! I-I....oh my gosh."
She smiled and got under the covers beside me, wrapping her arm around my stomach. A yawned escaped her lips. "I'm tired."
"Then sleep baby."
She nodded slightly,closing her eyes and laying still. I felt my own eyes growing heavy. My body was exhausted and I didn't feel like moving any time soon. I placed my arm over Alayna's and let sleep take over.
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