I gazed at him, he is something I've been wanting, I craved how adventurous he was. He was the person I wanted to be. But I couldn't. I cared about my grades, he didn't. I dressed in sweats and had my hair in a messy bun all the time. He had the style to die for. I had one friend. He had many. He was a risk taker. I sat in the comfort of my bedroom.
"you done staring over there?", Cameron said laughing with his friends. He said this taking me out of my daze. I blushed hard. I didn't realize I was staring that intently. He shook his head and off he went on his skate board. He's really good at that. Maybe he could teach me. I laughed to myself. That would never happen.
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I grabbed my bothers skateboard and headed to the skate park at the time I knew Cameron would be there. I want his attention and I was determined to get it one way or another. Ramps and wheels surrounded me. Loud boys, music and the smell of too much cologne and weed filled the air. I walked over to a decent sized ramp and placed my board on the floor with one foot on top. This could happen one of two ways: I could fall on my face so awfully that that maybe he wouldn't be an asshole and help me orrrr I could fall on my face terribly, he would laugh and I will hide in my room for the rest of my life. Only one way to find out. I took a deep breath. Once I put the other foot behind me and pushed I knew that there was no going back. I would either do okay or I could face plant.
I took off but I didn't feel my face hit the floor yet. I'm.. Actually still going. I'm doing good. This feels like...second nature. I made it to the end if the ramp, I placed a hand at the bottom of the board and spun a few times in the air before I felt the concrete connect with my wheels again. I just impressed myself on a whole new level. Apparently, I impressed Cameron too. I caught him staring with his mouth ajar. I hopped off the board and walked by him and simply spoke,
"you done staring over there?", mimicking the last words he had said to me.
"Aye, hold up" I heard him say before running to catch up to me.
I had him now.
(OMFG GUESS WHOS BACK YOU WONDERFUL MOFOS! ITS BEEN LIKE YEARSSS. At least that's what it felt like. Lmao I will try to be more active. Anyways, feedback?)
