"(Y/N) you know what? Why don't you get Shawn to sing to you, hold you, love you or whatever the hell bc he's so talented and amazing." Cameron said getting a little irritated.
I smirked because I knew how jealous he could get. Even for the smallest of reasons.
"I don't want him. I want you and only you."
He rolled his eyes in disbelief and said "uh huh. Definitely seemed that way when you were with him yesterday." Sarcasm raised in his voice. He seemed like he was genuinely getting upset.
"Cameron you know that I was practicing my song for my vocal tech class with him. It's not that big a deal." I spoke realizing that something was really bothering him. Everything he is saying seems to be coming out of no where as if he's been holding it back for some time.
He scooted over to the end of the bed and didn't say anything. He just scrolled down his Twitter newsfeed and kept quiet. I hated to see him like this.
What's wrong with him. What did I do? What did Shawn do?
I went to the end of the bed and wrapped my arms around him and placed a kiss on his cheek.
"Cameron can you talk to me please?" I spoke softly.
He took my arms off of him and moved away from me. "I don't really feel like talking right now. Why don't you go over to Shawn and see if he will talk to you"
At this point I was getting hurt and annoyed. I raised my voice a little at him.
"What the hell do you have against Shawn?"
He faced me and instantly came back at me with, "tell me what the hell you have going on with Shawn and maybe I'll consider answering your question"
"I have absolutely nothing going on with Shawn!"
"Yeah....that's not what I see..."
"You choose what you wanna see Cameron! Your jealousy prevents you from seeing what's actually there. When you get over it let me know."
I walked out of our bedroom and moved to the living room. I grabbed a blanket and picked a movie on Netflix. I shut the lights off and hid myself under the blanket.
This doesn't feel right to me. Whenever I'm watching a movie in the living room, Cameron is always with me. He's usually under this blanket with me. I didn't like arguing with him but I don't know what's up with him. I don't think I did anything wrong. I thought about all the possibilities on why he was so against Shawn.
Deep into thought, I fell into a deep sleep...
