Don't let me go(niall horan fanficton )

Hi I'm Angela I'm 17 years old and I'm in the twelfth grade . I cut . I'm fat . I'm ugly . I'm worthless . I'm me .Everyone thinks I'm the one who is always happy but in the inside , im dying . I've been abused my wole life. I've been bullied since the third grade and I've been cutting since the 7th grade .Iwant it to be normal again like it was in the past few years I use to have a best friend but we grew apart . Now The only people that have helped me get through this ,they don't know me an there are five boys . They're Niall,Liam,Louis,Harry, Zayn. Yeah I know it's corny but I love them . To you they might be gay ugly worthless but to me there my hero's,they will always have apiece of my heart just for them .