Jenna and her friend, Annabeth, are very close neighbors. Jenna introduced a kid named Nathan to Annabeth. Jenna went to the same elementary school with him for a year in fifth grade but after a month or so he left the school. Jenna didn't know why...
Five days ago Nathan,jamie,Benny and their friend Ray Fisher were in the neighborhood. Annabeth,Holly,Charlie and I were walking around town and we see them staring at us.
Ray says " Hands up or i will shoot you" as he puts the air soft gun up at them.
We look at them like they were crazy and started to laugh and so did Ray. Nathan stood there just staring at us... no drama no troubles nothing just standing there looking at us like nothing even happened during the last year. I always wanted to see that look from Nathan ..... i would know that this isnt gonna effect my life anymore.
Walking away Ray shots me right in the back of the butt and i jumped up in the air yelling " I got hit" laughing uncontrollably. Annabeth keeps walking and told me there was nothing in there .... meanwhile im still getting hit by Ray i hear all the boys laughing bc i finally took this as a joke. Benny came up for the first asked if i was okay with what happened between Me and Nathan and also because i just got shot in the butt.
I said " Yeah i mean like what you guys are doing is seriously rude" laughing still " I dont hate you guys i dont like what you guys did to me but i am not gonna hold a grudge forever... im not that little girl anymore.. we have to grow up soon or later right."
October 28
I kept that phrase in my head all week ......" Im not gonna hold a grudge forever im not that little girl anymore we have to grow up soon or later" Wow that really did something to me.
Its been a year now no more than a year and i finally said what i said what i wanted to say maybe not to Nathan but at least one of them.
I had a long thought about what happened last year ........ Why did we hate each other? Everything is fading away. I remember me and him being like best friends. I told him everything. I cared about him alot and maybe when it hurt me the most knowing that someone you care about doesnt care and rather you kill your self instead of seeing you have a happy amazing life. I dont think i will be his friend again because he did make my life a living hell and did damn things to us. My scars on my heart can not be healed but the memories could be taken away with fresh good ones. If he still makes fun now i shouldnt feel ashamed and pathetic ... it should be him not me. I did nothing but like him and he didnt get his way and made everyone feel bad about themselves. This is a childish game we are playing now we have to grow up soon or later we can't be children for the rest of our lives. I am saying now this does not effect me anymore this is a joke to me . like my father said to me the first day i came home crying " He will change and if not he isnt gonna get away where in life." Which is right if he doesnt grow up sometime.
October 29
Holly and i were walking around and see his car go by nothing happen so we kept walking. Instead of turning right onto Jamie's road he turned left and went around in the a circle and drove by us again. WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT I HAVE NO CLUE! but Nathan got out of the car and his father drove by us. His son does not bother me anymore so i wove. So did he with a big smile almost as big as the one side of this cheek to the other. I learned something
After everything that happened " There isnt any sharp edges anymore He will come bsck aROUND one day"
Long
Live
Our
Happiness
i never thought it would be ending up with me being happy.
The end to our past.
To: Cameron
From: Tori
September 12,2015
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