dont let me go(copland quinn love story)

i love you part two

Chapter 6

Copelands pov

"Aren't you going to say anything" Brandon asked. we were in his car sitting in the parking lot . I looked down at me hands.

"I'm sorry I used you" is all I could say. I mean did I love him back ? I couldn't. He's like a best friend. I did feel bad that I used him though.what else was I supposed to say.

" That's it?" I didn't say anything. he punched the steering wheel. I flinched away. "damn it! I'm so stupid! to think that I could tell you! but no you still those stupid feelings for josh! god!" he didn't look at me once. he started the car and started to pull out.

The ride home was completely silent. it was a good thing though. it gave me time to think. it gave me time to breath. I feel so guilty but I finally realized that I was totally in love with brandon. I can't tell him. well I could but I'm scared. he's mad at me. I understand why. it's not impossible to figure out. he thought I was going to say I love you too.

We pulled up in his drive way. I'm just going to come out with it."Brandon we need to talk"

"Just forget it copeland. forget I said anything" he slammed the door and went inside. I sighed and put my face in my hands. I can't do this right now.

I got out and walked towards the woods. I walked through until I heard a stick break behind me. I didn't stop I kept walking. thinking it was a animal. but I was wrong when I was met with a pair of stunning Gray eyes. he bumped right into me and it looked like he was running from something or someone. when he saw me his eyes turned blue. they turned blue in like three seconds! what. the. fuck!

"Hey watch where you're going will you" he said. I looked at him shocked.

" I have no time for you. I'm not in the mood, bye" I pushed by him and started walking to the clearing. I turned around and saw him gone. how did he get away so fast? that's just weird.

I continued to walk and finally reached the clearing. I have to figure out a way to tell him I loved him too or at least had feelings for him or something.

I'll just tell him and keep telling him until he knows I do. ugh!!! everything has to be way too confusing and complicated. I will tell him.

I walked to the house and walked in. I saw Brandon heading up the stairs. "brandon , we still need to talk"

nothing...

"Brandon!"

he turned and looked at me. "just forget I ever said anything Copeland". his face was so sad. it made my heart break. he walked into his room. I wasn't going to let him get away!

"brandon, open the door please" i stood there leaning my hands on the door frame. "brandon, i love you too" i whispered. i sighed i heard nothing. i hung my head low and went in my room. i sat in the window seat and looked at the moon. it was 7 o' clock but it was pitch black outside. i looked at how the moon shines trough and over the trees and the stars are just so bright. my mom she used to tell me when i was young and upset to look at the stars. each star holds something important and amazing. i miss my mom, i hate that she stays home now. i hope she can come for christmas.

bandons pov

she said it back. was this what she wanted to talk to me about. god im a total idiot. why am i still sitting here. sitting on my floor with my knees up to my chest and my face in my hands while my elbows are on my knees. i picked up my phone and checked the time to see it was 7:10. it was dark. i went and sat in my window seat. i loved to look at the moon. it made me happy. i loved the stars, they always feel like they are watching me. what am i doing? i should go to her and let her know im not mad anymore.

i stood up and walked to my door. i barged into her room and saw her looking out her window. its funny how we were both doing the same things. she jerked herself up and looked at me. i stalked towards her. she had that scared look in her eyes like i was going to hurt her. "what are you going to yell me about how stupid i was or something?" she looked from my lips to my eyes. i smiled and shook my head. she looked at me confused.

"you love me? prove it" i plainly stated. i froze when i felt her jump at me and her lips crashed into mine. i was surprised but i responded and licked her bottom lip asking for an entrance. i wrapped my arms around her waist and picked her up. her legs wrapped around my waist. i held her thighs for support. she started to grind agianst my now hard. and heard her moan. i laid her down on her bed and got on her. i started kissing down her neck and she breathed out heavily when i hit her soft spot. her back arched.

i realized what we were doing and pulled away. she looked sad. "this isnt what i meant, copeland, i cant take your..." i paused. "i just cant, i mean not now. unless you want"i waited for her answer. she nodded and i got off of her. she sat up and ran her hand through her hair.i sighed.

"wait here" she got up and walked to her closet and closed the drawer.

a few minutes later, she came out in a crop top and lacy panties. i caught my breath and bit my lip. she smiled and walked over to me. i was sitting with my legs off the bed, she sat on me with a leg on either side of my waste. she leaned down to my ear and whispered. "i want to" her lips brushed softly against my ear and moved down and kissed my neck.

i pulled her away."are you a virgin" she looked down and frowned. 'way to kill the mood' i thought to myself.

"good i wanted to be your first" i smiled at her. she looked up surprised. then she smiled. she leaned down again and kissed my neck. i flipped her over and started kissing down her neck. she moaned then the door flung open.

there stood kellin shooting daggers at me. shit! IM! FUCKED!

he came towards me and slung me off of her and i fell to the floor. she started walking towards me but copeland grabbed his arm and got infront of me. NICE ASS... thats not the only thing i love about her though.

"dad, it was my fault. i wanted him to" copeland screamed. kellin looked between us. then stared at me. SHIT! "you listen to me right now! you better keep that in you fucking pants! dont you dare make me say it again!" he growled.

is it sad that im scared of him? copeland was looking at me with sad eyes. "yo kelli- " my dad said but stopped when he saw us. im in trouble!

"whats going on here" he crossed his arms and looked at me then his eyes scaned copeland. his eyes went wide when he saw what she was wearing. "please tell me you guys were not. son, i swear to god if you get her knocked up-"

"knocked up!? you mean you agree with them having sex?!" kellin screamed. my dad and kellin looked at eachother. i slowly stood up and copeland backed up towards me and took my hand in hers. she gave me a little squeeze and smiled at me.

"we are in deep shit aren't we" i asked. she nodded then shrugged. "i dont care" she whispered. we smiled at each other then someone cleared their throats. we looked back to see my mother and another lady standing there beside us. they were crossing their arms and smiling at us.

"so i see that you take a interest in my daughter?" the lady said. wait! daughter! oh that must be copelands mom, katelynn, i think thats her name. i nodded "very much so". she smiled and looked at copeland.

"mom!" copeland squeeled and ran to katelynn. "youre here!".

this is going to be a long christmas....

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they almost did it.

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