Page 9: Love You And Love Me Nots
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i love you,
/i love thee not/
i love you,
/i love thee not/
i love you, i love you, i love you.
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Hey, hey, do you know that I love <you3 so much?
(but of course you do, how many times do i keep on repeating and repeating and repeating myself)
/iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou/
Do you know how much your reject x ion --stabs-->me?
(over and over and over again again again like a record PLAYer set on re:play it repeats endlessly-ly-ly-ly-ly-'oh my, i think it's broken!' yes it's b/r/o/k/e/n like my HEART)
Do you remember how you told me my affection for you was nothing but a nimiety of love from thousands of suitors?
( a one inam1llion smidgen of love as compared to the ones of others aka 0.000001% it's not even in a million it's in a -negative -million you damn bitch you just wanna =|push me f a r from y o u so i won' have to bOtHeR you anymore)
/liarliarliarliarliarliarliar/
Yet even though you keep saying no, funny how I keep pursuing you, y'know. Guess that just goes to show how much I love you~
(ha ha HA yeah right i think i didn' even love you in the first place you were just a lil' pretty face i saw in the streets but maybe at some point i actually
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for you like an idiot where i willingly [opened] my |closed| <heart3 and had it
stamped on and b\r\o\k\e
i was -reduced to t;e;a;r;s)
/whydon'tyoulovemebackwhywhy/
I know I'm not exactly the best person out there, and all I'm telling you now are fabricated truths and such, but please give me a chance. I can be a better person from now on, I swear.
(you reject me because you know that inwardly i'm volatile and weird and i'm the BIG bad monster that lives
____ your bed that'll jump at any
under
chance to kill you in your sleep \zzzz\)
/justsaynowaitsayyesnonoyesnoyes/
i think i'm
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a
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A ___P___ A___ R___T.
(Because you keep on saying no./
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I love you.
(i love you not)
/i hate that i love you so/
-I'm so sorry-
- you don't even love me anymore-
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Who understood the story?
...
Yeah, neither did I.
/sdfghj why won't wattpad let me centre my texts gahd/
//i don' think anyone is even reading this haha -shot-//
YOU ARE READING
staccatos and mangled melodies
Short Story—and thus, these are the heartfelt compositions of a demented composer whose mentality may or may not be slightly skewed. she feels the rhythm, she hears the harmony, and she sees the notes. you, oh dear audience, play a vital role in this fantastic...
