Hello. I haven't written in a while I guess. Nice to see me again.
Back to business. Why? What is wrong with the world and sashes? You are fat. Ugh. You are gay. Ugh. You are stupid. Ugh. You're a bitch. Ugh. You're black. Ugh. You're white. Ugh. You're Mexican. Ugh. You're Jewish. Ugh. Your not normal. Ugh.
Now. Let me explain something. From all the Wattpad books, I can see that in good ol' America, the place where the amazing birth of moi took place is full of all those dickhead haters of every single shit ever. In school, they bully the fat girl. The Mexican girl. The girl with braces. The girl they don't know has cancer. The boy who has no muscles who's mother is dying. The bot who is too weak to defend himself. I wish I was there. I want to be the fat girl. I want to be in an American school. I want to be bullied straight out. I want to do that so I can have an excuse to cry and hurt myself even if I don't cut myself. Yet.
Because... here in my small London? The small Big Apple? The country of corruption? It's worse. For me anyway. You see . . . These people don't even know what they are doing. The. Don't. Know. And it's not just a few people. It's everyone. My dad. My friends. My sister. My estranged extended family members. My mom. Visitors. Random strangers. The don't get it. They don't.
Hey! Look at size difference! Ha!
Have you been eating all the food in the house? Ha!
How many months pregnant? Ha!
Leave see grub for your sister Zee! Ha!
And all I can think, YOU BITCH. YOU ASSHOLE. YOU PHSYCOLOGICAL BABOON. YOU DON'T GET IT. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. WHY ME? FUCK YOU.
It's not funny. The worst part? I wish I was anorexic. I wish so much that I had the strength to go through that. I wish I could be sick. So I could vomit all the food in my huge stomach without having to stick my hands up my throat. I wish . . . So much. You wouldn't believe. Pathetic? Feel free to say me. I don't give a fuck. This shit is real. It's our there. And God have mercy on the people who commit the crime of making fun of others. AND I MEAN LET THEM PERISH IN HELL. I'm just kidding. I do it too. So yeah. Let em burn sounds about right.
Hate my body,
But I love you,
A phsycologically unwell fat foodie weirdo girl thing.😊
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RandomWelp, basically I've got no one to talk to. So now I'm talking to you. sup wattpadians? personal warning not to read this shitty book. it's just a useless book full of my misery and pain and all sorts a junk n stuff. so yeah. don't expect any one t...
