5SOS Imagines and Preferances (Requests open)

Another Guy Finds Out That You Self Harm Before Him

WARNING: If reading abour self harm is a trigger for you then I would not read this.

(Okay if any of you guys self harm and you need someone to talk to just message me on here, DM me on twitter@larryshipper377 or even DM me on Instagram @sparkyis2fab4u Im private but if you request me to follow there is a pretty good chance that I will accept and then we can talk)

CALUM-

You were best friends with Luke before you ever started dating Calum. You and Luke still acted like you did before you started dating Calum. You were sitting on the couch with Luke watching movies when his eyes when wide. "What is it Lukey?" You asked he pulls your arm which you thought was fully covered up, and pulls your sleeves down revealing the little white lines across your forearm. You tried to pull your arm awaybut Luke wouldnt let go. You looked up at him as tears began to form in his eyes. "Why (Y/N)? Why would you do something like this to yourself?" he asks through the tears barely managing to holf them back. "Luke... I never feel that I'm good enought for Cal..." you say. You look up at him as you begin to cry. He picks you  up and puts you in his car and takes you to Calum's house. "Calum!" Luke yells as he walks inside. Calum and Ashton were sitting on the couch eating and watching TV. He looks up shocked, "What Luke?" he asks. "Ashton! Get out! Now!" Luke yells. Calum say the tear stains on both your cheeks and Luke's. Nobody had ever seen Luke cry before, even you. Ashton nods and gets out of the house as quickly as possible. "What is it Luke?" Calum asks, his voice now soft, as he walks over and takes you out of Luke's arm and into his. Luke comes close and pulls your sleeves up revealing the scars. You look up at Calum barely able to stand this anymore. "(Y/N)... Why?" He asks softly looking down at you. "Cal... Im never good enough for you. I never have been and I never will be..." you say through the tears that were threatening to fall out of your eyes at any moment. "Listen to me right now." Calum says. "You are perfect. If anyone in this relationship is not good enough its me. Luke and I will help you through this and if you want so will Michael and Ashton." he says softly. You nod "You can... You can tell Michael and Ashton as long as they promise not to tell anyone else." you say. He nods and kisses your head softly. "It will all be okay love."

MICHAEL-

You and Ashton were hanging out like always. Today Ashton was teaching you how to play the drums, he had tried to teach you before but you hadnt done to well but today you were determined to try again. You leaned forward a bit as you played the drums and your shirt came up. "(Y/N)..." Ashton says softly as he leans down and pulls your shirt up a bit, which reveals all of the scars on your stomach. He looks up at you. "(Y/N)..." he says softly. "I'm sorry Ash... I just... I couldn't take all of that hate..." you say as a few tears begin to fall. Ashton shakes his head and kissed each and every one of the scars that covered your stomach. "Ash..." you says and you look down at him. "Im so dissapointed in my fans right now. I cant belive that they would cause you to hurt yourself like this..." he says as Michael walks in the room. "What happened?" he asked. "Can I tell him or do you want to?" Ashton asks. You sigh "You can..." you say softly. "Michael... (Y/N) cuts..." Ashton sighs. "What?!" Michael asks. "Im sorry Michael... I just didnt know what to do anymore..." you sigh. Michael nods signaling that he understands what you mean. "Its okay love. Ill help you through this." Michael says as he hugs you. "And so will I!" Ashton chimes in. You smile weakly and nod "Thank you guys."

LUKE-

You sat in the bathroom and cut your legs over and over again. You looked terrible, and you would never be perefect for Luke like Aliesha was. You cut them until you heard someone enter the house. You held a towel on them until the blood had almost stopped, when you looked up at the door cracked open, and there stood Michael. "(Y/N)?" he asked with a shaking voice as he looked at you legs. "Michael please go away! Forget you ever saw anything!" you say quickly. "No. (Y/N) you need help. You can do this. This is terrible why would you do this to yourself?" Michael asks as he kisses your forehead. "Michael... Im not good enough for Luke... He could have anyone, hes porbably gonna leave me..." you say as a few tears fall from your eyes. "No. He wouldnt leave you. He loves you. He loves you so much. You should hear how he talks about you when you arent around. (Y/N) Luke talks about you like you put the stars in the sky." Michael says as he pulls you close. "Promise me that you will never do anything like this to yourself again?" Michael asks you and you nod. "Listen, we have to tell Luke about this but we can wait a little while okay?" Michael says and you nod again as you cuddle into his chest.

ASHTON-

You sat on the couch watching a movie with Ashton and the boys. Calum had just gone off to the loo. You look up and smile as he comes back but then your expression changes when you see him holdin your metal razor in his hand. "What is this..?" he asks looking for you to Ashton not really knowing who the razor belonged to. You sighed as Ashton looked at it wide eyed and then looked over at you, "No, no princess. Why would you do that to yourself? Youre better than that!" Ashton says as he runs ocer and wraps his stong arms around you. "Im not letting you do this to yourself. We are going to get through this okay. We can do this together." He whispers in your ear. Calum walks over and joins the hug. "We will trust me." Calum says. Micheal and Luke stand. "Were gonna go... Please dont do that anymore (Y/N). Please..." Luke says softly before leaving. Michael nods. "Stop hurting yourself. We love you but we wanna let you three have some time alone together." Michael says before he follows Luke out of the house, leaving you Calum and Ashton there together wrapped in one big group hug.