Hard to hide my feelings

Okay this is my first story here on wattpad. I have written several stories on fanfiction.com, but i wanted to try writing here, and see how it will turn out. Im a huge Draco Malfoy fan, there for i have written a fanfiction witn him in it. 

I DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER, THAT'S ALL J.K ROWLINGS WONDER FANTASY. 

BUT ! Alexis Hawk is my fictional character, which i love! 

 Chapter 1 – changing

’’Do you think it’s a good idea to leave her here by her grandmother and grandfather?’’ Asked a skeptical Severus Snape and looked at the girl that buried her head in her lap with her hands on her head.

‘’Yes my dearest friend, Severus, I am quite sure it’s a good idea.’’ The headmaster of Hogwarts School, Albus Dumbledore, answered.

Snape kept looking at this girl, he couldn’t let his eyes leave her sight, and felt bad for this poor girl. Snape had never felt sorry for anyone, not after Lily Potter’s death. This certain little girl reminded him the young Lily version. But of course there was another reason why Snape cared for this certain long brown hair, pale skin, brown eyes and the version of Lily Potter’s smile on this girl, was because Snape was her uncle.

‘’But as her uncle, I can provide her safety, shelter and food, actually everything she wishes for.’’ Snape almost begged the headmaster to give her to him.

‘’I know Severus. I know you could give her anything she wishes. But for now, for her it’s much safer by her grandparent’s home.’’

Snape looked down in defeat. He knew he could not resist the headmaster’s order that was out of question. ‘’But she can come visit you anytime she want’s.’’ That was the last words of Albus Dumbledore before heading towards this young girl from Hogwarts School, kneeled down by the girl and gave her his comfort.

The girl showed calmness that everyone would think she was coming to her senses, but they were all fooled. Inside she was screaming like all hell broke out. ‘’don’t worry miss Hawk, you will be safe at your grandparent’s place.’’ Dumbledore’s words sounded calm and comforting.

She did not say a single word, not by the hospital and not on the way to her grandparents. For Alexis Hawk every single minute after the accident happened, she sat silence and screamed inside. No one was going to see the weak Alexis Hawk, she will never be picked on, and she will never shed a tear anymore. From this moment Alexis Hawk promised herself to change to a strong person.

1 year after

‘’Alexis you need to get inside, the weather is pretty cold this summer.’’ A rather concerned Uncle Severus Snape. Alexis was only training her three unforgivable curses that Snape taught her for half a year ago. Severus thought it would be a good idea to teach her those three curses; she was old enough to learn it. She turned around and looked at her uncle at the front door, still waited for her to come inside.

She was smiling at him, while she ran back. She was visiting her uncle this summer, which her grandparent’s did not mind. They knew that Severus was a good man that would take good care of her, better than her parents.

Alexis had changed through the time. Her long brown hair was now cut short, a little above her shoulders. The front was longer than the back of the hair, and it was gotten a little darker, like dark chocolate. Her skin had gotten a tan, only because her grandparent’s lived in the muggle world, Australia to be precise. Through the year she had gotten a nice golden tan, not to dark, just perfect. Not to say that in Australia she had gotten every guys attention, with her new look. She actually had even gotten a nice hourglass figure. Her glasses she threw away and began using contact lenses. And she loved playing around with the guys, gave them a sexy look here and there, but never went too far. Her fashion style does not look anymore nerdy as it did since she was a little girl. Now her style was more rebbelish or rockish style, white tight shirt, blue ripped jeans and black leather jacket, with a silver bracelet that was given from her Uncle Severus when she only was 8 years old. When she got that bracelet she got really mad, because she wanted a doll that she saw in a store, but in the end he gave her a bracelet instead. Today she was happy to have something that shows the love from her Uncle.

‘’Seriously Uncle Severus, it’s not even that cold!’’ Alexis complained to her uncle. She usually never complained to anyone. She had always been the sweet, innocent and shy girl that listened to others. But now she’s… well you could say that her attitude has changed tremendously, she’s been obeying, getting bitchy and always around trouble.

‘’Then you must be having a cold. Come on, just move your butt in the house!’’ He pointed the way inside and moved a little to the side, gave her enough space to pass him. She was not happy about that, and her uncle was not happy about her attitude, so he had to be strong and not be the loser in her little manipulative game.

‘’Seriously Uncle Severus try chill a little, it’s not like I will get a cold, plus it’s not even so cold!’’ She pointed and complained.

‘’I know, I just needed to get you inside the house, so you can begin packing your stuff, and that I can get you on that stupid Hogwarts express train as soon as possible. And I want to say to you, try take that thing on your left eyebrow off, I don’t think the school will like that.’’ He pointed at Alexis’ piercing on her eyebrow.

‘’For the first it’s called a piercing, second I don’t think Dumbledore will care about that, he has other things to take care of, than looking at me how I dress, and third you could just have asked me to get inside and begin packing, instead being so strict!’’ crossed her arms together when she was done talking. She did not scream or yell at him, because she loved her uncle truly.

‘’Yeah but if I just asked you, you would just have complained even more like you usually do.’’ Snape said matter of fact.

‘’Fine, I will go!’’ She went to her room that Snape gave her, when she visited. He always had a spare room, so he just gave his niece the room. He really liked his niece, he never regretted saying to Dumbledore that he wanted her living at his home, even though it was impossible. But Dumbledore gave him hope to let her live with him when everything had calmed down.