Tortured Hearts (captainswan) fanfiction

Chapter 12

Emma POV.  

I cant think, cant breathe, panic is setting in fully. Im freaking out, my hands are in my hair, holding my head, trying to keep it together. The hyperventilating, being drowned out by the pounding in my ears.

It felt like i would feel like this forever, until something happened. As if someone had flipped a switch bringing me back to reality, holding me, comforting me. 

I don't know it sounds crazy to my mind, my messed up mind. Now that i can think clearly, I start to wonder whats going on, i've never had a panic attack in my life. My breathing coming back slowly in and out, till it was normal. My hands slid out of my hair, now gripping the steering wheel, and my heart beat calming to its normal rate, as well.

Well it seems like i have to face going into the apartment now. I take one more big breath and just sigh, I can just tell, today is going to be a long one.

I have been sitting in my car for awhile, when low and behold, i see Regina walking over, I start freak out, but smoothly cover it up, with a look of surprise. Then she gets to my window and knocks on it slowly, so i roll it down, she looks pissed. Great now, what did i do, oh yeah, i probably hurt Henry, crap. Id be pissed to.

"Whats up Regina?" i asked her cautiously. Jeez, i really don't feel like myself. 

"well i got to spend my whole morning with the Charmings talking my ear off, because we were waiting for you to arrive, this whole time. Do you know how many times i just about made a sleeping curse to get out of that!" She yelled super annoyed, i mean not that i wouldn't be either, if it were me. "I didn't realize you would all be waiting for me,...I...uh... just got overwhelmed, I'll go up there now." She stepped away, from the door as i rolled, the window up and then got out and locked the door.

She didn't feel like coming with me back up to the loft, so i walked up the stairs awaiting the inevitable, so glad you are okay speech.

I was debating on knocking or walking in, when I see Killian going up the stairs , i had to restrain the feeling of running to him. For some reason it felt like a century since i had seen him, but that could't be true.

So, instead, he slowly walks up to me, relief clear on his face and stops a half a foot away from me. "Good to see you are alright, love." he said almost hesitantly. "It is good to see you to," i said back quietly, because that doesn't make things awkward at all.

But seriously is he bipolar, i thought he didn't want to see me anymore, whatever. Oh, well, i decided it was time to face the music, so i turned toward the door and opened it.

Alright, glad i could update, sorry it has been a million years since i put up chapter 11. But please ask me questions and tell me what you think. I love u, my readers, you make my days brighter. thank you.