HURT. PAIN. ANGER. DISGUST.

HURT.

HURT

What am I doing here? I know for a fact that he'll just push me away. Again. I don't know why I always find myself on his front door, either waiting for him to arrive or asking him to open the door. Why? I need answers. Everything was fine the day before. We were happily enjoying our date and a girl passed by which made him silent for the rest of our date. The next day he broke up with me. He said that he never loved me, that he just played with me. No reasons, no answers to my questions, he just left.

I visited him again today. His neighbor recognized me and said that he didn't live there anymore. I didn't care. I have lots of connections. I can find him after one call. But I felt my heart crack or something like that. His neighbor added that he saw a girl with him. I thanked his former neighbor and went home. Am I not lovable? What did I do wrong? Was I not good enough for him? I contacted someone to look for him. And after a few hours I knew his location.