Soft Rain[ON HOLD]

CAN WE BE FRIENDS ?

I reread the message again. What she want with me? I ain't meeting her , its probably a set up. I mean why these girls like jumping me. I really don't know what I did to them. Chrissy just needs to get over what happened almost four years ago. I don't understand why she wont grow up either. Why would I try to have sex with her boyfriend? She was my best friend , I wouldn't dare do that to her. She is the one who chose her boyfriend over me. Shouldn't I be that one that is mad? Who was there for her when Cody was beating her ass? Or when her dad had went to jail? Me! I was there for her countless of times and she do me like that ? Then she get her cousin to act like she's my friend then turn against me. Why couldn't Chrissy fight me by herself? Toya  is just as bad as them. I never did anything to her, I never even talked to her so just because your friends don't like me , you don't either? You stoop down to their childish level and jump a girl for no reason? Crazy! But I refuse to let these girls destroy me. So I guess I'll go see what this bitch Toys wants and see how it ends. But Jules is coming with me forget all about that nonsense! I went into the kitchen and sat down at the table. My dad walked in and opened the microwave. He took out a plate of something. I couldn't tell what was on the plate because it was covered. He set the plate down in front of me. I gave him the "what in the world" look. He laughed before saying " Your mom cooked meatloaf and I know how much you love it". Even though I had just came back from saying with my dad , I couldn't resist meatloaf. Hell I couldn't resist food period. "Thanks dad". "Your welcome fat ass , well I'm going to sleep goodnight...and no driving your car until you get your license" my dad said. I smiled " Okay daddy goodnight". I uncovered the plate and dug into my meatloaf. After I was finished I took a shower. When I was done I went into my room and sat down on my bed.

My phone went off and it was Kendrick calling me. I grabbed the lotion off my dresser before answering his call and putting him on speaker. "Hey babe" I sang. "Hey baby girl , what you doing" he asked. "Just got out the shower , I'm putting on lotion" I told him as I lotioned my body. "Mmmm do me a favor" he said seductively. "What Kendrick" I laughed. "Spread ya legs" he insisted. "What" I asked. "You heard me , spread them" he demanded. I was a little unsure about where he was going with this, but then I did what he told me to do. "Okay babe I did it". "Right now , take ya index finger and-" I cut him off. "Kendrick I am not fingering myself" I laughed. "Come on baby I can't see you so I need you to do it" he whined. I rolled my eyes. "Don't roll ya eyes". How do him and my mom do that? "How do  you and my mom do that? You guys are so weird!". He chuckled. "But for real baby do it for me. I wanna hear you pleasure yourself". "I understand Kendrick but my mom and dad are here. Did you forget I still live with them? What if they hear me" I asked. "Well oovoo me then. Yeah that would be way better". "I'm sorry babe but no" I put my underwear and bra on. Then I put on a long tshirt and played down. I yawned. "Mia you tired" Kendrick asked. "Yeah I kind of had a long day" I said honest. "Okay well I'm going to pick you up at 3 so be ready" he said. "Okay Kendrick, goodnight" I said. "Goodnight love have wet dreams of me Kay" he laughed. "Your so corny" I laughed then thing up the phone. I turned off my light then fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up around 10:00 am. I got up out of bed and texted Jules. I told her to come over ASAP. I grabbed my dry towel and walked to the bathroom. Jr was in there brushing his teeth. When he saw that I was standing there he smiled at me. "Good morning" he cheered. "Uhh good morning" I stumbled. He spit out his mouthwash and stepped out of the bathroom for me to get in. As soon as he walks away downstairs. I went inside and shut the door and locked it.

I turned the hot water on and undressed myself. Stepping inside the shower I let the water hit my body. Taking all my stress away. This water feeling felt amazing. I sang Beyonce's song ' Drunk In Love while I washed my body. I also thought of Kendrick while I did so. Then my mind traveled to Tyler. What the hell happened to him? I mean its not like I care.....do I? Yeah I do ...he was my best friend. Well...we had sex which I never ment for to happen. Why did I let him do that to me? Blocking that memory out of my head I turned the water off an stepped out the shower. I wrapped my towel around my body and another one around my head and wiped the fog off the mirror. I stared at my reflection wondering how I got here. Im glad that I did change my life around though. It made me realize how precise life is and how beautiful I am. I don't need to do drugs or drink just to fit in and be like everybody else. I'm just me. Mia Henderson. Just a couple months and I'll be in college on my own.