Sexuality and Sexual Fantasies

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I sometimes wonder, wonder about the random dirt that goes through my head. Like, whether I liked it being on top or if I want to be topped.

Sex. I've never done it before.

Fuck, I haven't even gotten anywhere close to sexual.

And yet, I write smut. Hahahha. I laugh, is this irony?

Ew. There are times when I feel disgusted and disgraced of myself, but today is not the day where I wish to write "why?".

Because we're talking about sex. And if I liked it on top, or to be topped.

Top. I like that. It seems to be a more powerful role. You have your partner at your mercy. They'll writh under you and scream your name.

Bottom. Hmph, I wonder about that. That's a role where one feels so vulnerable to the other. I feel queesy about it.

A top-minded bottom. Now, that's more like it. Yes, you'll be the one that's fucked, but you'll be the one holding the reins. I guess, it's hotter this way.

Where was I even goin with this? I wonder... I don't know.

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