Dreaming of a Sunrise

Chapter 1

"That's it its over!" I shouted furious at my now ex boyfriend.

"Your being ridiculous babe, nothing happened!" he chuckled and gently looped his arms around my waist trying to hug me but I threw a punched his groin scoffing angrily as I watched him fall to the ground.

"Go to hell.." I mumbled under my breath and I stormed off to my big blue Chevy truck, slamming the door shut. The truck roared to life and I hit the steering wheel hard with the palm of my hand. I looked up out my mirror and saw his worthless ass lying in my dust.

In that instant, the whole two years I spent with him flashed through my mind as tears began to trickle down my cheeks dragging my mascara along with it. I drove home as fast as I could and remembered I had my guitar in the backseat. My mind began to wander with a new tune like it always does. Music is my life and it always will be.

The sun started to set and my tears started to fall harder as I jumped out of my truck with my guitar slung over my shoulder. I headed off to my favorite tree on our property trying to pull myself together.

The sun was slowly setting down past the mountains when I started to play...

Sunrise, sunrise

Looks like mornin' in your eyes

But the clocks held 9:15 for hours

Sunrise, sunrise

Couldn't tempt us if it tried

'Cause the afternoon's already come and gone

And I said hoo...

To you

Surprise, surprise

Couldn't find it in your eyes

But I'm sure it's written all over my face

Surprise, surprise

Never something I could hide

When I see we made it through another day

And I said hoo...

To you

Now good night

Throw its cover down

On me again

Ooh and if I'm right

It's the only way

To bring me back

Hoo...

To you

Hoo...

I stopped crying and didn't even realize I finished the song I wrote so many years ago.

I smirked quietly to myself, "why is it that whenever something good happens to me it always ends in tears? Nothing ever lasts."

I watched the sun disappear behind the mountains as I swayed gently in the cool night breeze. I heard my mother call me inside and I groaned softly. Picking up my guitar, I slowly drug myself inside.

"Hi mom, dad" I mumbled and started to go upstairs.

"Not so fast young lady" mom started. I stopped and took a big breath. "Jared called..."

I cringed at his name.

"He said you two got into a fight, is everything okay?" She asked gently. I always had my devoted and somewhat crazy mother to call my best friend. Sometimes I wanted to strangle her but I loved her to pieces and she was the only person I needed to talk to right now.

"I broke up with him" I started to tear up again, "he cheated on me with Lizzie mom, oh yeah and got her pregnant. I found out at school today when I overheard miss loud mouth whore talking about it in P.E.".

I continued walking upstairs to my bedroom and started to tune my guitar, I knew it didn't need to be tuned but I didn't care. My mom entered slowly, knocking softly first, and then sitting on the bed next to me. We talked about everything that had happened for some time while I cried and cried.

I pulled myself together and told her I was tired. She nodded, kissing my cheek, and left.

That was the night my world took a turn for the worst.

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hey everyone! (: well I hope you liked the first chapter! the next chapter will get kind of dark so I'm sorry but I promise it will get better! <3

the song was Sunrise- Norah Jones.

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