Racing With my Heart. Book Three

Edward leaves but something great happens from it.

Bpov

"Bella Taylor's tight on your ass." Emmett told me. "Emmett just make sure everyone out of the way so I can make the turn to get off the pits to go to the garage area I got to get away from all these people." I told him. "Got it sis. WHAT THE HELL IS SHE DOING?" I heard Edward in the Background."

"EMMETT I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO DEAL WITH HIS SHIT RIGHT NOW." I Told Emmett. "TO LATE SWAN. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL YOU'RE DOING BUT YOU BETTER THINK OF OUR KIDS." Edward said. "OH NO YOU JUST NOT GO THERE CULLEN." I unplugged my mic and made the turned at the high rate of the speed and I turned and glared at Edward and looked forward.

"You do realize you royalty pissed off Edward right?" Jasper asked me. "I REALLY DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS WHAT I DID. I EITHER DO THIS AND SAVE 100's OF PEOPLE OR I DO NOTHING AND WE GET HURT AND ALOT OF PEOPLE GET HURT IN THE PROCESS INCLUDING MY FAMILY. YOU PICK JASPER." I snapped.

"Ouch! Your worse then Edward right now. I pick you." He says. "Good choice. Now plug your headset in because I'm done talking." I told him. "Yes ma'am!" He plugs in his head set. "HOLY SHIT! Edward calm down and I thought Bella was bad. Who am I? Well, I'm Jasper Whitlock." Jasper covers his mic. "I take it he lost his memory again and you could've warned me." He shakes his head.

"Hang on Jasper I'm making a sharp turn to the back of the garage." I made it but Taylor didn't he ended up flipping his car. "Tell them we're coming in." He nods and I pulled into the front of the garage and stop.

I unbuckle my harness and climb out of the car and Edward was the first one to. "WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?" He asked me. I just glared at him and kept walking to the motorhome.

I walked in and took Bradley from Rose and walked to my bedroom and locked the door and slide down to the floor and held my son close to me and just cried.

I could her Edward and Rose fighting about me. I finally got up and changed my clothes and laid down Bradley and we fell asleep. When I woke up I felt the motorhome moving.

I got up and walked out and Rose was driving. "Where's Edward?" I asked. "Umm, about that. He pack up some of his stuff and took off on his bike. Said something he needed time to think." I gripped the seat. I felt like my heart was being ripped from me.

I fell to the floor. "NOOOOOOO!" I screamed out. I felt the motorhome come to a stop but I couldn't move. It was like I was frozen.

"Bella, talk to me. Come on please talk to me. Shit! Dad its Bella I told her about Edward and she screamed out and fell to the ground and now nothing. I can't even get her to response. Yeah alright. I'll bring him out here with me and I will lay her on the couch. I'll get us home." She told dad.

I could feel myself being lifted off the ground and moved and laid on the couch. We got home and I laid the bed for the night and the next day I just got up and did everything I was suppose to except I didn't talk to no one. I felt lifeless without Edward. I would wake up screaming. I would walk to our bedroom but he wasn't there. I felt so empty and I felt lost without him. I felt like I was drowning. I missed him so much.

It's going on 2 weeks and I been doing the same things except at night because my nightmares have gotten worse and I end up staring at my phone waiting for Edward to call or text me and I don't really eat either just enough to be able to breastfeed the kids. I haven't raced since Edward left either. Tonight though I picked up the phone and sat on the floor with my back against the bed.

I finally text him.

Bella: I miss you.

Edward: I'm sorry!"

Bella: Then come home.

Edward: You come to me. So we can talk.

Bella: Yeah right. I don't even know where your at.